The 4 Seasons In Me
I don’t put myself on the waiting list for buying the future

It’s like I’ve swallowed the 4 seasons and I know what are the reasons; It’s for me to be in touch with every now, not asking more than that. Somehow the ephemeral is also eternal when attention’s direction becomes internal. The “menu” in me, has all the flavors; I dredge up each time the more suitable of the “tools”. If I whine because of the winter and I ask for something different, then I deny the role it plays and that’s how euphoria always sways, slipping from fingers, and that somehow empties me because of automated dragging by “running”. Feeding the false non-satisfaction, being enslaved by distraction; Oh my god, what a trap! Please self, don’t fall for that. Focusing in, inhaling the moment; focusing in, exhaling what was meant. There’s no delay; everything comes on time. It wasn’t to happen before or after. Vibrating on the same frequency with life, holding hands with it, not hunting time. Time doesn’t run, it just is here, and when I act motionlessly, its meaning re-appears. Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter; Four different forms of the same cycle. I stand on the fourth now, not being tuned in to the next one; I don’t put myself on the waiting list for buying the future. Because when I did that, my inner axis was often unstable, and the outside conditions, here and there were taking me. Oh dear Now, what an elixir I drink from your hands! I sense it running in my veins, regardless of what I see with my eyes.
Anthi Psomiadou — CC BY-NC-ND 4.0 International : Credit must be given to the creator/ Only noncommercial uses of the work are permitted/ No derivatives
Here’s is a poem I like a lot, written by one of my favorite fellow-writers on Medium, James G Brennan






