Stop Apologizing For Wanting to be Successful

Let the losers lose and become a winner

We’re slowly turning into a society of losers.

A quick tell that proves the point? It’s taboo to mention the concept of winning and losing. More and more society is shifting to make ambition synonymous with greed, winning with evil, and success with selfishness.

It’s all BS. People who cling to these ideologies just don’t believe in their ability to win. And they want you to feel bad for doing what you want with your life. Don’t let them.

Don’t Fall Prey to These “Positive” Traits

Some people wear mediocrity like a badge of honor. These are the ‘content’ ‘grateful’ and ‘humble’ people of the world. On the surface, those traits seem positive. And if you truly practice them, they are. But often people use these concepts as a disguise.

For example, you should be grateful if you don’t live in abject poverty in some third-world country, but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t pursue goals that matter to you. In a way, it’s a little bit selfish to avoid opportunities you have available to you because some people are dying to step into your shoes.

Let’s next look at humility. Let’s take a look at the definition of the word from the literal dictionary:

Having or showing a modest or low estimate of one’s own importance.

Are you not important? Do you not have something important to provide for the world. Do you not have the potential to follow an important mission? Yes, there’s such thing as an overblown ego, but I reject the idea that there’s massive virtue in acting unimportant. Plus, I know human nature.

All you do is think about yourself. Often, people who claim humility just have an inverted sense of arrogance. They find their importance in their lack of achievement. At least you get a sense of earned accomplishment when you do something.

Why Winning Is Important

But what is the point of winning anyway? Isn’t the pursuit of success inevitably hollow? Shouldn’t you be content with what you have?

Material success does not make you happy. The ideal state is to be content with what you have right now.

You can achieve success in certain areas of your life only to find the results weren’t as awesome as you thought they’d be.

And on the road to achieving certain accomplishments, you can lose things that matter to you, let down people in your life, crater relationships, all of that.

So, why do it?

Again, remember, I am not trying to convince anyone. If you think the price you need to pay to get what you want is more than you’re willing to shell out, then forget about it. Seriously. This is for those of you who have that itch but also still have these conflicting feelings about achieving your goals.

I have many reasons why it makes sense to unapologetically pursue what you want, but some of my favorite and most important ones are:

• Spiritual growth — Yes, you read that correctly. There is a spiritual element to pursuing your goals because you have to test your mind, your will, your discipline, and your ability to push through discomfort and pain. How much can you really know about yourself if you never push yourself?
• Scratch the itch — Naval Ravikant has a saying: “Win the game so you no longer have to play the game.” Make a bunch of money so you no longer have to worry about money. Get success and status to inevitably find out it’s partially hollow but no longer have to wonder about it.
• Measurements matter — Whether we like it or not, there are scoreboards in life. Other people will judge you by them and you’ll judge yourself by them too. You can pretend that concepts like winning, losing, and hierarchies don’t exist, but we all understand these concepts even if it’s only at a subconscious level.

The bottom line: maybe getting what you want isn’t all it’s cracked up to be, but why not find out for yourself? Be honest with yourself about what you want and go from there. Don’t take my words at face value without skepticism. And definitely don’t let your peers, family, friends, or society make that decision for you either.

Why Society Wants You to Lose

There’s a ton of messaging woven into society about why you shouldn’t want to win and why you should be more apologetic. These messages try to associate guilt and shame with going for what you want.

I could write a whole book filled with nothing more than these messages and scripts, but let’s look at a shortlist:

• Zero-sum mentality — You’re taught that if you win, someone else has to lose. In reality, the opposite tends to be true. Prosperity begets more prosperity. This isn’t always true. Cronyism is alive and well, but it’s not so bad that you can’t take your own slice of the pie.
• Success = selfishness — If you were to ask any random citizen if they’d accept $10 million dollars, 99 percent of them would say yes. Yet, if you were to tell others that you want to earn $10 million dollars, many people would say something along the lines of “Why do you need all that money?” You know what your answer should be “Because I want to.” You don’t need to provide reasons to others.
• Collectivist thinking — You often hear words that sound good on the surface like “equality” “equity” and “fairness.” But these words have been perverted to mean that we should achieve equality by pulling everyone from the top down to the middle. These people don’t understand that there are too many variables in life to make pure equality achievable — circumstances, upbringing, intelligence, drive, luck, and timing, just to name a few.

It’s no coincidence that you rarely hear these messages from people who are focused on their own lives, have a mission to pursue, and work hard for what they want. The only types you hear this from are those who have none of the above or those who profit from the messaging.

Notice that all the politicians who tell you to “eat the rich” are rich. Notice that all of the writers on Medium who decry the evils of capitalism don’t post their articles for free and make a great living with outrage click-bait pieces.

Understand that if your job is to seek out injustice, and you get paid handsomely for it, you have zero incentive to actually fix it and every incentive to blow it out of proportion.

Don’t get duped. Watch what people do, don’t just listen to what they say. Do what you want.

Why You Avoid What You Really Want (And What You Can Do About It)

If we were all being honest with ourselves, we’d admit to more or less the following. We want to be financially well off. We want to have an attractive and loyal partner.

Maybe we don’t all want to run a business, but we want a career we enjoy. We want to wake up every day and feel like we have something important to do. We want to feel like our lives matter. Our definitions of winning and success do vary, but we all have them and we all know whether or not we’re living up to them.

If the outside messaging wasn’t bad enough, you price yourself out of your own success, too. You engage in self-sabotage, lie to yourself, and trade certainty for freedom.

Why do we do this? Again, so many reasons. Some of them have to do with our own inner resistance. Others have to do with the way others see us. And usually, the reasons are a combination of both.

• Ostracism — If you try to achieve goals other people rarely reach, they will try to guilt and shame you out of it, even if only subconsciously. Your fear of ostracism is warranted and it will happen.
• One of your deepest fears — It’s not just that you fear failure. You also fear that you could put your all into something and still fail. And where exactly do you go from there? Some gurus will try to tell you that you can do anything. You can’t. Certain things are above your paygrade, abilities, and innate level of ambition. But, that ceiling is way higher than you think.
• Your other wants — We all want success, but we also want other things, sometimes more. We want to avoid embarrassment, want people to like us, want to avoid failing publicly, want to maintain our sense of identity, want certainty, want other people to like us, want to win in, want to avoid pain, want to avoid that brutally harsh sinking feeling you get when you put yourself out there and fall on your face.

So, we cope. We tell ourselves convenient lies. We rationalize. Hell, this entire piece is pretty much about rationalization. And it’s one of the most difficult things to shake. How do you do it?

There’s no magic answer other than to take a brutally honest self-assessment and map out a process to get what you want based on that assessment.

My Philosophy on Getting What You Want

Honestly, this piece could’ve been much shorter. I said everything that needed to be said in the headline itself. But I felt the need to hammer in the message because you’ve been taught the opposite message your entire life. And you’ve probably internalized it, even to such a degree that you might not even know you’ve had these messages implanted in your mind.

Of course, I’ve had messages implanted in mine, too. I’m no original thinker. I realize that my notions of success and rugged individualism have been implanted in my mind by Western Culture. Maybe I shouldn’t want the things that I want. Maybe I should just read The Power of Now over and over again while meditating in my minimalist one-bedroom apartment. But, I’m not going to do that.

I have a philosophy on life about winning and I’m going to follow it. If you’re still here at this point, I suggest you follow it too. Focus on having that yin and yang spirit in your life.

Simultaneously focus on winning at all costs while realizing it’s ultimately meaningless at the same time. Focus on winning because you have a chip on your shoulder and you want to climb the ladder, but also realize that the true game you want to win is ‘you vs. you.’

Petty desires and meaningful goals both serve a purpose. You are a spiritual and divine being as well as a biological one. Honor both. And at the end of the day, even if winning isn’t all it’s cracked up to be, it’s definitely better than feeling like a loser or feeling like you had all this potential you left on the table.

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