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and although it was delivered, I received no response. The communication in June of last year was through email.Yesterday, I found the courage to confront that fear with the help of God. I had been avoiding the fear of rejection. This realization terrified me, but it also liberated me. I was gifted with reaching a threshold of pain that turned into power to just go for it!I carefully crafted a message on WhatsApp, expressing that it took immense courage to reach out. I simply wanted to check on his well-being, for some reason, I got inspired to write that I was acknowledging his journey towards healing and I had finally understood he walked away from me in order to care for himself.I said I was proud of him for choosing that path. I didn’t expect anything in return, just an update on how he was doing.When the message failed to deliver, I felt an immense sense of relief. Sending it, I felt no fear, only trust that whatever followed would be for the best. I thanked God for protecting me.About 20 minutes later, my intuition urged me to call him. I resisted for 25 minutes, dismissing it as absurd. Yet, my intuition persisted, reminding me of the courage it took me to send the message already. I agreed, I said: True! if I’m also blocked on the phone then that is it, I would have done my part.Despite my expectation that he wouldn’t answer, he did, after two rings. He sounded enthusiastic, and he told me to please allow him 20 minutes, that he would call me back once he finished work.Those 20 minutes helped me so much. I kept grounding my energy through meditation as I thanked God for this. My ego showed up: ‘he won’t call back, you will look like a fool’.. I replied to my ego: ‘That would be no problem, I’ll be okay no matter what’.He called bac

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k after about 25 minutes. During the nearly 3 hour phone call, we caught up on each other’s lives and we laughed at some old jokes. We spoke like good old friends. He seemed hesitant to delve into the past, but I told him I had sent him a message but it appeared I was blocked, he immediatly unblocked me and asked me to send the message again.He read it and was very thankful.Following the call, I noticed a significant shift in my energy. I began to understand the concept of surrender more deeply, experiencing it firsthand. I understood that no matter how much we read about surrender, it only comes the more we walk this path and look into facing our fears.While uncertainties remain about the future of our connection, I’m certain about respecting boundaries and allowing each other the freedom to pursue our paths. Despite some abstract responses from him, my heart understood them completely.<blockquote id="0126">I asked him: ‘If I had called you a few days ago, or a couple of months ago, would you have answered?’ ‘He said yes, why wouldn’t I?’</blockquote>This response shocked me and shifted a lot of my perspective to understand how my battles with my own fears of rejection and not surrendering to not attaching to the outcome were delaying this moment.I still need to reflect more as I know there is a lot of information in this gift God granted me out of His mercy to be able to speak to him again and get some answers.The battle continues, I just don’t know in what shape or form. I don’t know if I will speak to him again, but at this point, I’m too mesmerized by everything that is unfolding about my path, my soul, my wounds and several things I’m discovering in tandem.Keep going, you will get your answers if you keep looking within. 🙏</article></body>

Spoke to My Twin Flame After 15 Months of No Contact

I’d prefer to keep this piece brief as I’m still processing the experience, but I believe writing about it might assist me in that regard. It occurred yesterday, March 13th, close to midnight, which would be more accurately described as today, March 14th. We conversed on the phone for 2 hours and 57 minutes.

Prior to this interaction, the last email I sent him was in June of 2023. After that, I refrained from attempting further contact as I recognized it would likely be futile. Nevertheless, the urge to reach out to him persisted intensely at times. I struggled, but I commend myself for channeling those urges into opportunities for self-discovery.

Despite my efforts, for the past four days or so, I’ve been plagued by a strong nightly urge. It was tormenting. I questioned myself: What am I resisting? What am I afraid of? I would spiral into deep fear at the thought of reaching out and being ignored once more. I desperately wished to avoid that experience again, yet I felt powerless to suppress the urge.

On the night of Tuesday, March 12th, I prayed, asking God for respite, a break please! I sought either the chance to speak with him once more or guidance on how to manage these intense emotions. I tried to ground my energy through meditation and prayer, as I contemplated sending him a message on WhatsApp to confirm if I was blocked.

My last message to him via WhatsApp was in May of 2023, and although it was delivered, I received no response. The communication in June of last year was through email.

Yesterday, I found the courage to confront that fear with the help of God. I had been avoiding the fear of rejection. This realization terrified me, but it also liberated me. I was gifted with reaching a threshold of pain that turned into power to just go for it!

I carefully crafted a message on WhatsApp, expressing that it took immense courage to reach out. I simply wanted to check on his well-being, for some reason, I got inspired to write that I was acknowledging his journey towards healing and I had finally understood he walked away from me in order to care for himself.

I said I was proud of him for choosing that path. I didn’t expect anything in return, just an update on how he was doing.

When the message failed to deliver, I felt an immense sense of relief. Sending it, I felt no fear, only trust that whatever followed would be for the best. I thanked God for protecting me.

About 20 minutes later, my intuition urged me to call him. I resisted for 25 minutes, dismissing it as absurd. Yet, my intuition persisted, reminding me of the courage it took me to send the message already. I agreed, I said: True! if I’m also blocked on the phone then that is it, I would have done my part.

Despite my expectation that he wouldn’t answer, he did, after two rings. He sounded enthusiastic, and he told me to please allow him 20 minutes, that he would call me back once he finished work.

Those 20 minutes helped me so much. I kept grounding my energy through meditation as I thanked God for this. My ego showed up: ‘he won’t call back, you will look like a fool’.. I replied to my ego: ‘That would be no problem, I’ll be okay no matter what’.

He called back after about 25 minutes. During the nearly 3 hour phone call, we caught up on each other’s lives and we laughed at some old jokes. We spoke like good old friends. He seemed hesitant to delve into the past, but I told him I had sent him a message but it appeared I was blocked, he immediatly unblocked me and asked me to send the message again.

He read it and was very thankful.

Following the call, I noticed a significant shift in my energy. I began to understand the concept of surrender more deeply, experiencing it firsthand. I understood that no matter how much we read about surrender, it only comes the more we walk this path and look into facing our fears.

While uncertainties remain about the future of our connection, I’m certain about respecting boundaries and allowing each other the freedom to pursue our paths. Despite some abstract responses from him, my heart understood them completely.

I asked him: ‘If I had called you a few days ago, or a couple of months ago, would you have answered?’ ‘He said yes, why wouldn’t I?’

This response shocked me and shifted a lot of my perspective to understand how my battles with my own fears of rejection and not surrendering to not attaching to the outcome were delaying this moment.

I still need to reflect more as I know there is a lot of information in this gift God granted me out of His mercy to be able to speak to him again and get some answers.

The battle continues, I just don’t know in what shape or form. I don’t know if I will speak to him again, but at this point, I’m too mesmerized by everything that is unfolding about my path, my soul, my wounds and several things I’m discovering in tandem.

Keep going, you will get your answers if you keep looking within. 🙏