Spirit of the Universe

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ve in something greater. To be a part of something greater. To prevail with love, loss, and hope. To continue on my journey with a direction towards enlightenment. My search for proof overwhelms my fear of the unknown. Why can’t I just believe? Why are my dreams bigger than what I understand?I am not discontented with a lack of understanding. I feel whole and connected to everything within myself, yet far from my goals and connect to the wisdom deep within me which I believe holds the answers; the answers to my life’s purpose and intention. Knowledge and a better understanding of my own insanity have opened doors into delusions that only the crazy have accessed. That is why I question our existence.With a desire to settle on the reality I know and the common experience of touch, sight, smell, sound, and taste; I feel grou

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nded. But I have been alone with my senses before and that was also my reality.How do I find acceptance in the reality we share when my intuition fights for proof of the unknown? An unknown I feel so close to as if we married. An unknown I’ve labeled before as God only to stabilize and once again turn inwards towards self-reliance and disbelief.Every one of my senses has experienced a God, and yet I do not believe. In fact, I have always been better off without. Ultimately, my fight for proof needs to fade into an acceptance of mystery.An openness to lack of closure and a sense of faith focused on love, freedom, and connection instead of spirituality. I don’t pray, but tonight I will pray to the greater power within myself and will welcome a response.God, is that you?</article></body>

Spirit of the Universe

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A greater power, a spirit of the universe, or intuition itself, is an enigma I will forever ponder with wonderment. The mysteries of the mind draw me to thoughts and questions of how the impossible becomes possible. Of how science proves and love prevails. Of how emotions transcend our ability to stay sane and whole. How we may be torn to shreds and find the strength and resilience to fight through the darkness and breakthrough into the light once again.

I sit alone with my curiosity while wondering if my life’s wanderings are the reason for my eagerness to no longer feel alone. To believe in something greater. To be a part of something greater. To prevail with love, loss, and hope. To continue on my journey with a direction towards enlightenment. My search for proof overwhelms my fear of the unknown. Why can’t I just believe? Why are my dreams bigger than what I understand?

I am not discontented with a lack of understanding. I feel whole and connected to everything within myself, yet far from my goals and connect to the wisdom deep within me which I believe holds the answers; the answers to my life’s purpose and intention. Knowledge and a better understanding of my own insanity have opened doors into delusions that only the crazy have accessed. That is why I question our existence.

With a desire to settle on the reality I know and the common experience of touch, sight, smell, sound, and taste; I feel grounded. But I have been alone with my senses before and that was also my reality.

How do I find acceptance in the reality we share when my intuition fights for proof of the unknown? An unknown I feel so close to as if we married. An unknown I’ve labeled before as God only to stabilize and once again turn inwards towards self-reliance and disbelief.

Every one of my senses has experienced a God, and yet I do not believe. In fact, I have always been better off without. Ultimately, my fight for proof needs to fade into an acceptance of mystery.

An openness to lack of closure and a sense of faith focused on love, freedom, and connection instead of spirituality. I don’t pray, but tonight I will pray to the greater power within myself and will welcome a response.

God, is that you?