Sorry, I’m Not Watching Repeats of 911 Again
I’m never going to forget so why should I watch this yearly reminder
Do we really need to see the images from 911 on every single anniversary? If your answer is yes, then kindly explain to me why you think it’s necessary. Does anyone think we are going to forget what happened on this date? Do the reminders of it make you sad, or angry and is that a healthy way to feel?
Is there any single personal story that hasn’t already been written or told? I don’t think so. The terrorists attack on the Twin Towers in NYC woke us up to how much we are hated by other countries. I don’t know about you, but that came as a real shock to me. After all, weren’t we seen by the world as the kindly Americans? The ones who rush in and help our ally’s? The selfless big brother to the rest of the world? That’s what I was taught back in school six decades ago.
Well, I was naive enough to believe that, before I watched the planes strike the towers. And then afterwards it took weeks for me to process just how badly our nation is hated, and by who and for what reasons.
The bombing on 911 thrust our nation into what has become ‘the war on terrorism,’ a war we are still fighting over 20 years later. “Although Osama Bin Laden was killed in an American raid on his compound in Pakistan in 2011 — al-Qaeda has remained resilient, with affiliated groups in as many as 17 countries. As for today, the war on terrorism is not over in any way, shape, or form as targeted killings are ongoing.”
And what has become more prevalent are threats coming from home, not abroad. Specifically right-wing groups that rose in membership during former president Trump’s administration. Domestic threats in the US have grown in recent years and are combined with the spread of groups with affiliations or affinity to al-Queda and ISIL.
Per Bruce Hoffman, a senior fellow for Counterterrorism and Homeland Security at the Council for Foreign Relations, “terrorist groups are in more places than they were in 2001'. It’s hard to look at the world today from the United States and feel any sense of safety, security or any kind of contentment.”
And yet we do. We tell ourselves that sure, another attack could come at any time, but it hasn’t happened yet so why live in fear of the unknown? Unfortunately since 911 we’ve come to accept that we could be killed or maimed at anytime, by either a terrorist attack or some random deranged psycho with a gun and a secret manifesto. Or, maybe just from some kid just down the street suffering from an undiagnosed mental illness, or gone over the deep end from constant bullying. We know we’re taking our lives in our hands when we attend any large public gathering, or when we visit a mall, or go to a theatre. We’ve learned we are not immune to a sporadic attack from a stranger and didn’t the events on 911 start this?
I believe our consciousness ascended into the stratosphere after 911. Awareness became key to our very existence. The term, ‘see something, say something’ became the new mantra for our communities, schools, neighborhoods, and our workplaces. We are constantly assaulted by news reports about violent attacks taking place close to our homes and yet we go on with our daily lives feeling optimistic that these bad things will happen to — someone else.
Say what you will about ‘denial’ but I’ve come to think of it as a nice place to live. I will not be watching any news today about 911 because we don’t stream tv or any news stations either anymore. We prefer to get our news online — when and if we want it and mostly we don’t want it. We go days without reading any news and it feels great!
We’ve put our faith where it belongs in God. Not in mankind, or our country, or some political party because we’re constantly seeing how often they fail us. Try as they do, their hollow promises fall on tired, deaf ears dulled by too many disappointments.
Man will never be able to fix humankind, only God can do that because he works on the heart to sway the mind, while men constantly try to feed off our gullibility. Goodbye 911. I pray you never revisit us, but if you do I pray you will not catch us unaware.
Thanks for reading and thoughtful writing everyone.






