Song/Poem of the Day — Cried So Much

Summary

"Cried So Much" is a poignant reflection on the childhood struggles and eventual self-acceptance of a transgender individual.

Abstract

The poem "Cried So Much" recounts the experiences of a young transgender boy who grapples with his identity and the lack of understanding from those around him. He spends much of his childhood in solitude, seeking solace in music and self-expression. The narrative transitions to the present, where the protagonist, now an adult, embraces his true self, no longer needing to hide behind his sister's dress. The poem is a powerful testament to the journey of self-discovery and the resilience of the human spirit in the face of adversity.

Opinions

The author conveys a deep empathy for the protagonist's early struggles with gender identity.
There is a clear recognition of the protagonist's resilience and the strength he finds in music and self-expression.
The poem suggests that societal acceptance and understanding are crucial for the well-being of transgender individuals.
The author emphasizes the importance of self-acceptance and personal expression in the journey towards self-fulfillment.
The poem celebrates the protagonist's transition and current state of self-acceptance, highlighting the significance of being true to oneself.

Cried So Much

It was so long ago but I remember you so well You were just a boy playing in the back yard Yet you were so sad, you cried so much when you were a boy How lost you were, your soul detached

You cried so much as a boy You knew who you were but no one would listen In front of the mirror with your short hair you wanted to let grow With your little boy shirt you’d soon replace with your sister’s dress

The expression of you only you could see Only you knew what was true I remembered how you cried so much as a boy You spent most of your time alone in the tree house playing your records

Music sooth your soul, I could hear you sing to rock n roll On your make-believe piano you made music for hours You sang yourself to sleep after you cried so much ’til there were no more tears You’re heart ached for change, you body and soul searched for you

You cried so much as a boy Could there be so many tears in such a small boy Sometimes I saw you smile, you showed a glimmer of hope A sunshiny day was possible for such a boy who cried so much

I see that boy now and again who cried so much My hair is long and I don’t have to hide in my sister’s dress Only yesterday on my birthday she took me shopping for a new dress No need to cry anymore she said

I remember how I cried so much as a boy I wear my favourite dresses most the time But I wear very nice pants once in a while The expression of myself, I decide

Suzanne Mondoux 15 March 2020

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