Sometimes you have the power to love someone, sometimes you have to love yourself.

I look at me through your eyes and I know that you wanted to have me. I know I had everything you wanted to find in a woman. I know that you loved me sincerely and purely. I know you gave everything to make me stay. I know you put my heart on a tray. You offered me your house, financial support, part of your resources. I’m sorry that you didn’t understand that I only needed your presence and patience. I understood you when you lost your patience. I understood that you had a goal to fulfill and you wanted exposure and evidence. Thank you for your good intention. Thank you for trying. I’m sorry that I saw more ambition than love in your eyes. More desire to have me than pleasure to see me as I am. More planning than the joy of being. More worry than trust. I thank you, however, for sharing with me your resources. I appreciate your entire soul and I have been connected deeply with you. My heart was under your skin. I have seen myself happy. Thank you for making me so happy. It was absolutely divine to be part of you. I am grateful for every gentle touch. I hope you will forgive my pain of not being in the position to build with you. I hope you will find peace and something better. I have to work on myself. I don’t know how long it will take and I don’t expect you to wait for something uncertain. Please remember my love and open your heart for love. If one day I will see you with someone else I hope it will be a pure love not convenient as you used to do it previously. I love you more than attraction. I love you more than appearance. I love you enough to admit that I am currently weak to love all in but I wish you a peaceful life.