sleep into death
gradation of sleep

how many nights have I slept since I was born how is the feeling of falling asleep is it like sinking in the sand, pulled by an antlion or is it like going down deeply on a quiet jet-coaster
I hear my pulse, my bloodstream, my breath but my brain is fading out whilst my conscious is closing eyes
how many times have I thought about death how is the feeling of dropping into death can it be a sudden switching off to a perfect empty or can it be like floating over the warm water surface
my breath is fading out my brain doesn’t spark anymore and my heart will never be bumpy
