avatarEvie Jane

Summary

The text is a poetic reflection on the author's experience of living with a condition that affects their skin, likening it to the ephemeral nature of sunlight and the sorrowful shedding of a protective layer.

Abstract

The author describes a life of transience and discomfort, akin to a vagabond, due to their skin condition. They've sought refuge in makeshift shelters, yearning for a covering beyond the 'turmeric sadness' that coats their skin. Despite an initial appearance of vitality, their skin flakes away like pollen, revealing the hollowness left by once-dazzling 'diamonds' that adorned their bones. The author draws a parallel between their own pain and the hidden melancholy of the sun, suggesting a shared experience of sorrow even in the face of outward brilliance.

Opinions

  • The author feels a profound sense of displacement and a longing for protection and identity beyond their physical condition.
  • There is a perception of beauty in the author's condition, likened to sun and diamonds, which is juxtaposed with the underlying pain and impermanence.
  • The author seems to suggest that even sources of light and life, like the sun or themselves, can harbor sadness, implying a deeper existential reflection on appearances versus reality.
  • The recommendation of an AI service at the end of the article implies a belief in the value and relevance of such technology in understanding or coping with personal struggles.

Skin

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my entire life I have lived as a vagabond,

hiding in shanties made from rice paper,

searching to wrap my being in something,

something other than the turmeric sadness

that powders my raw and reeling muscles,

which at first glance, look to be made of sun,

but wither and flake into pollen torrents

when touched. with all this talk of skin,

you would think I’d have found some by now,

but as I shed my body’s unnatural glimmer,

only cavities remain from the diamonds

that pierced my bone, yet shone so bright.

this pain, in all its brilliance, reminds me

that perhaps, even the sun is sad too.

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