POETRY
Side of the Road
Sitting With A Fawn
There are so many deer here in the Northeast and I love them!
Love to see their playfulness in the fields and their graceful bounds when they leap over shrubbery to escape back into the woods.
The downside of so many deer is seeing them on the roadside. I wrote this simple poem after experiencing it last month in the cold of a December night. It reminded me again of our connection we share with the animals living among us; that we are stewards of the world!
Odd place for a fawn to be resting, head half raised and looking toward the road.
I slow down, stop, and step from my car.
Someone had hurt this defenseless animal and left her to die alone, another casualty another victim of our own blindness.
A quiet, calming time, bleakness of winter night illuminated by passing headlights and full moon above, as I sit with her,
far enough away not to scare but rather to calm her in soothing, whispering tones “I’m here” until she gathers enough strength to stumble away
from the speed and indifference of drivers who see deer as a nuisance, an intrusion into their space in their heedless rushing speed to yet another forgettable event.
I watch as she retreats to the stillness of the woods to lay down, gasping, exhaling until she breathes no more, ’til her pain is gone.
Why does this image still float behind my eyes when I try to sleep?
Because for a second our eyes had connected, gazing at me, gazing through me, before she dragged herself into the woods.
Did she know I was trying? Did she know I cared? Did she know my heart was crying, that I stayed with her because she was too young to die on her own?






