Shelter
A Poem
I need shelter. I need a home for all the love still unboxed, I long for words that speak to my soul, that shout sweet utterings and whispers that I yearn to invite in, quietly seeping into the soft folds which have cradled lullabies and death knells since the day I was born. I listen to the silence. And feel all alone.
It hurts.
It takes courage to walk in the sun. And my bravery was decimated during a final battle, not so long ago. Distorted, it feels like an eternity has passed, the end of ages. My heart broken into hundreds of tiny minutia of trivial life on a dark, distant planet.
Only magnetic atomic particles attracting my leaden heart can pull me closer to the sun. There must also exist molecular physical attraction, imperative, or it will not feed the hunger. The tension and release can re-align the universe, but it is the chemistry between two forces that must radiate, for minds to feel the propulsion.
Sometimes, I dream of making love in the ocean, covering me with waves of kisses, saturating me with a blanket of embraces. And I can cast away despondent glimpses, fear doesn’t live here anymore. love resides instead.
I gaze into the deep, dark, powerful seduction. My arms outstretched.
Maybe the sea will be my new home. Maybe there, I will find shelter.
Connie Song 2020
