avatarDaniel Lee

Summary

The author reflects on their experience with Scientology, its literature, and its methods, drawing comparisons to science fiction and personal belief systems.

Abstract

The web content presents a personal narrative of the author's interaction with Scientology, highlighting their long-term presence on the organization's mailing list despite not subscribing to its beliefs. The author recalls receiving a marriage booklet and taking a personality test, expressing skepticism about their effectiveness. They compare L. Ron Hubbard's prolific science fiction writing to their own "active imagination" and critique the quality of Hubbard's work while acknowledging its influence. The author delves into the concept of engrams and the process of auditing in Scientology, which aims to remove traumatic memories. They describe the process in terms of wave amplification and cancellation, a theory they encountered in Scientology training materials. The article also references other works that explore similar themes of consciousness and reality, such as Carlos Castaneda's "The Fire from Within." The author remains skeptical of Scientology's practices, particularly its financial motivations, and questions the value of its teachings compared to other science fiction literature.

Opinions

  • The author is skeptical about the effectiveness of Scientology's methods, such as the marriage booklet and personality test, suggesting they did not find them helpful.
  • They draw a parallel between Hubbard's science fiction writing and their own creative writing, suggesting both serve a similar purpose in exploring the imagination or consciousness.
  • The author seems to imply that Hubbard's science fiction may not be the best choice for those seeking quality pulp fiction, indicating a possible lack of literary merit in Hubbard's work.
  • They express a critical view of Scientology's financial practices, echoing Lenny Bruce's cynicism about those who claim not to want money.
  • The concept of auditing in Scientology is met with skepticism, as the author simplifies the process to a scientific theory of waveforms, questioning the depth and validity of the practice.
  • The author appears to maintain a level of detachment from Scientology, indicating they took from it only what they found useful or interesting without fully embracing its doctrines.

Scientology

They could have tracked down the uni-bomber, no problem

photo by author

I have been on Scientology’s mailing list for years, though I have my own belief system. For example, I believe it’s impossible to unsubscribe from their mailing list. They just tracked me to an address in a different town and asked me if the marriage booklet I got in 1995 was any help, and what did I think of the personality test results?

Apparently, they didn’t help.

I can’t say I didn’t order a marriage booklet, I can only say I don’t remember it. On the other hand, I don’t remember a lot of things. I asked for something or I wouldn’t be on the mailing list. It must have been that free copy of Hubbard’s book, Dianetics, I got many years ago when I read voraciously, and I must say it was worth what I paid for it.

See me step out on the stage tonight, my green eyes bright with appetite for your sacrifice. I’m going to consume you now so prepare yourself, my darling, prepare yourself

I knew about those reams of science fiction Hubbard churned out, I did that too, at a far less prolific level. I called it active imagination and believed it to serve a similar purpose as did the mirror Don Juan had Carlos press to the bottom of a clear stream, through which the ally climbed from the dimension of the nagual.

In, The Fire from Within, poor Carlos ran, terrified, with the monster hot on his heels, while Don Juan built a circle of fire through which the monster would not follow him.

“Why was he chasing me, Don Juan?”

“He is attracted to your fear.”

If I want to read pulp science fiction there are better choices than Hubbard, I imagine. I’ve only read about this stream of consciousness material he produced. I was only interested in what he was selling that could convince people to give him their money and loyalty.

Lenny Bruce said, beware of whores who say they don’t want money. What they mean is, they want more money, a lot more money.

I recall doing some radio comedy with a friend who wrote skits about, “Diuretics.” He presented himself as doing a testimonial:

“My money is gone, my wife is gone, and I don’t have sex anymore, either. But thanks to Diuretics, I don’t care.”

In the shadow of your shopping cart trash can fires out in back of Winkie’s Restaurant We have your reservation in the deep blue, of imagination

What are the auditors supposed to be doing when they monitor the body to remove engrams (a memory trace embedded in the material body)? In Dianetics, an engram is more broadly defined as a detailed mental image of a traumatic event.

I read the Phoenix Lectures, which was for training auditors, to find the logic behind what they were being trained to do, and as I recall, many years later, it is based on the theory of wave amplification and cancellation. If you put an identical waveform over the trauma’s waveform, aligning the peak with the trough, it cancels it out.

Whatever the rest of it was about, I took just this much from it and went on my way with a roll of bills still in my Levis, as befits a citizen of the underground. Maybe I didn’t understand it, in which case all I can add is,

Or something along those lines.

On stage tonight at Silencio No one left alive to speak this freaky episode nobody here but recordings now and the deep blue, of imagination

Scientology gets money by selling people on the concept of erasing, or canceling, wave patterns, to make them go clear.

There won’t be any trauma in your body.

Cool. Let’s give it a shot.

Wait. You have to read some of my science fiction first.

Just shoot me now. You and I can never be.

(Verses are from the song, “Consumer Society” by author)

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