Summary

The website content recounts a personal journey of survival and transformation, emphasizing the role of humility in overcoming life's challenges and the importance of self-awareness.

Abstract

The author of the web content shares a deeply personal story of resilience and spiritual awakening. After a harrowing experience with abuse and a subsequent suicide attempt in September 2018, the author was saved by an out-of-body experience that revealed the insignificance of their personal struggles in the grand scheme of the universe. This transformative event led the author to believe in the power of miracles and the potential for personal growth in moments of despair. The author attributes their survival to the virtue of humility, suggesting it as a key factor in their ability to receive divine intervention. They contrast this with the narcissistic tendencies that can develop in those who cope with suffering by inflating their self-esteem. The author posits that humility allows individuals to remain open to transformation and healing. The piece concludes with a call for reader engagement and gratitude towards those who supported the author's journey, including the "Know Thyself, Heal Thyself" publication and specific individuals who inspired the thoughts shared.

Opinions

The author believes that humility is a crucial virtue that enables individuals to overcome personal struggles and receive divine light.
Narcissistic tendencies, which may arise as a coping mechanism for unconscious suffering, are seen as an obstacle to humility and spiritual growth.
The author suggests that reaching a point of no return can offer a unique opportunity to recognize one's own limitless power, which is often obscured by conditioning and societal programming.
The concept of "unbecome the filter" is introduced as a process of shedding limiting beliefs and false personas to achieve a more authentic and fulfilling existence.
The author values reader feedback and invites a community dialogue on the themes of humility, self-awareness, and personal transformation.
Gratitude is expressed towards those who have provided support and a platform for the author's voice, highlighting the importance of community and mentorship in personal development.

SELF AWARENESS

Rising From the Ashes: When All Hopes and Dreams Seem To Be Lost

Could humility be the answer?

“Be realistic: Plan for a miracle.” — Osho Rajneesh

For those of you who are honoring me by stopping by for the first time, I want to express my deepest gratitude! This being said, you might want to know that I am a survivor.

Back in September 2018, and after having been harshly abused by a malignant narcissist, I was about to end my life.

I was saved at the last moment by the grace of my pure love divinity through an out-of-body experience.

It was as if the servant leader in me dissociated to make me see all the lies of my unhealthy ego and realize this gigantic Universe was not revolving around my small self.

This miracle made me believe that when we reach a point of no return, we are granted a unique chance to see our limitless power — only numbed by the life-time of conditioning and unbecome the filter!

Many people tend to ask me the following uncomfortable question:

What is that special about you to be “saved” by your divinity while so many proceeded with taking their lives?

The discomfort comes from ignoring the answer! What I’m sure about, though, is that it is anything close to being that special.

It seems to me that some virtue might be the answer. I love to think it is the mother of all virtues: the exquisite humility.

Some people, in a desperate trial for them to cope with their unconscious suffering coming from their unfriendly subconscious program — the by-product of their harsh environment — needed to amplify their self-esteem; thus, developed narcissistic tendencies.

You may spot the tendencies in the question above considering that an empath would consider others’ feelings and always keep in mind the horrible traumas they went through. Consequently, they’d unlikely ask such a question in the first place.

Interestingly, even if they are inherently good people who luckily didn’t lose their soul battle and become pathologically narcissists, moderate to high tendencies wouldn’t leave enough room for humility.

As a natural result, the heart would be closed to receive the light. This is my humble theory that I wanted to share with all of you, dear readers, and I will be thrilled by getting your feedback!

***Unbecome the filter: destroy the false persona, the limiting beliefs, the shields we built to protect our fragile ego from the suffering of never feeling good enough, the invasive program.

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Gratitude

As usual, I want to thank all of you, dear readers, who decided to stop by and give this piece some of your precious time!

Also, my gratitude goes to the “Know Thyself, Heal Thyself” publication for giving my words a platform, its wonderful conductor Diana C., and my soul friends from the publication’s tribe.

Finally, yet importantly, this piece would have not seen the light without my dear friend Dr. Fatima Imam! Thank you for triggering those thoughts!