PSALM I AM
My son, You have spent your life trying to understand the ununderstandable.
Contemplating and Struggling
What does it mean to seek until you find Or to knock and trust that the door will be opened? Doors are opening for you in the hallway of life. Why do you stare at the deadbolted door?
Life is not lived waiting on a doorstep pushing a disconnected doorbell And a locked door without a handle cannot be opened with your frustration no longer how long your fists beat on the unopened red door. IT IS A DOOR THAT IS PASSED OVER.
I am l(ife)ov(e) and I can be encountered through seeing eYes, but your insight is ne(f)arsighted I am heard But your ears are stopped
I am both felt and experienced. I am revealed in the path that extends from your ancestors Star numbered decedents yet to be born laughter children of the childless
I am as near to you as the apples of your eyes and as far away as the furthest galaxy. I am not bound by your yes Nor stopped by your no
In your (in)-[(carna(i)l]tion nature true You k[(now)-seek me] yet you have no idea where to search
I Am. (what you seek is) Found.
In moments of profound elation, I AM. in the uniting of community and in the severing of ties In teaching fields to create music and traveling over the waters while creation moves in tandem
In waves that understand themselves as sea, I AM. And in the singular grain of sand in the upturned hour glass of being and where the earth trembles beneath a city’s foundation I AM in the ground that moves like ocean tides.
I am incarnate and have shaped these across eons.
for I AM what i am.
Frozen breath exhaling life spoNOWtaneously crystalizing the Living Waters I AM the outpouring of life that ebbs and flows through generations And THE CAUSE of traditions and rite.
Do not (for)get(sake) these moments. And learn to walk the (cross)roads of the shadow of death Live a life where love reveals itself as deep pain and suffering. THEN com(PASSION) IS REVEALED.
Your [Pri(de]/siring)] renders you unable to see. Love is visible in loss. In the surrendering of power. In the “I cannot do this alone.”
Love’s suffering reminds us.
(I AM.)
[(YOU) are][not]
([YOUR [PAIN])
(YOU don’t have to do this [al0ne].”) FACE SUFFERING WITH com[(the)PASSION].
Feelings of THE HEARTS abandonment will dig their way out OF the grave. Loss crawling his way from The tomb and the STONE
You will find that forgotton generations LIVE! behind you to break the curse and bestow a blessing Knowledge cannot possess what the ear can’t hear Nor what the eye is capable of seeing
The heart is meant for feeling In the imagination of your heart You will be torn from the throne of self And THE LIFE OF LOVE will take the crown.
I Am has revealed I.AMself Remove your sandals and decide. What world do you seek? What door do you want to enter?
What do you want to find?
You decide…
What world will WE reCREATE?






