Pigeons the Second

Big crunch.
Down big blue sad.
Cracks million miles off somewhere else like caravans of
Camels chewing and spitting and moving to drumbeats
That are best made by molars and at the back of the throat.
Dirges and marches and molariphic music grinding voluminous
Across the hump of time.
For them to give away what for no thing can ever be taken.
No species one and the same and no thing quite like the other
As all swim away to find their own private slice of thingness
And that be the very thing that brings you back to Mother
— From the thing to the thing of thing to the Allthing.
Let us swim away to swim toward,
Only to be gathered up by entities now looking back
And sweeping up the bits and bits
And flotsam and jetsam
And sole solitary quantum of wantum
That fits forever like a glove.
My heartstrings and feathers and blood-splattered corpse
Beaten down now to deep hollow hum
— flesh-metal machine heart.
Cry for dead pigeons with the wail of excommunicated consonants,
Devoweled and imprisoned in the diaphragm,
Where they will not curse
Nor breathe their best or worst
Nor regurgitate
Their prison cell.
Cry to me with big belly sounds.
Cry to me to cry to you.
Cry to me with the sound of a bird crushed
By a wheel on a road in Moscow.
Cry to me with the sound of a second bird
Shivering its life away.
Call and cry but please hide me from predators
As I grow into the ground.
There you are, I see you
Hiding in the undergrowth
Covered under leaves.
Coverunderleaves.
Leave says you.
Leave says I.
Leave says you.
Just tuck me nice snug down deep
Into undergrowth
As I snooze myself
Into sanctuary.
© Harold De Gauche 2023 All Rights Reserved
Irish Writer






