Literotica Teaser
Penis Envy
An erotic tale of powerplay and gender identity in a lesbian relationship
I’m very excited to announce that my first erotica short story, Penis Envy is available on Amazon. The story is published by Berlinable, a Berlin-based erotica publisher who’s mission is to change the world through passionate literature. This is my longest story so far, (ca 5k words /20 min read) and presented me with the opportunity to truly play more elaborately with sensual yet explicit language. It was a joy to write and I hope you’ll enjoy reading it too.
Description by Berlinable
Penis Envy tells the story of the lesbian couple, Anna and Alex. The two take turns pleasing each other, yet only one of them wears the cock in the relationship. Unable to restrain her desire to take over, Anna sets out on a journey to find her own cock and convince her partner to bottom for once.
Penis Envy reveals an intriguing interplay of power in a lesbian relationship. The two women play their chosen roles almost perfectly well in public, yet when it comes to sex, their self-chosen identities get challenged. Luckily, this results in more satisfaction for both parties, proving that there is no place for social roles in the bedroom.
Teaser
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[FADE IN] On a cushy surface, centered in an empty, dark room, warm lights flicker to bathe two intertwined female bodies in a mellow, somber glow.
My face is buried deep in her pussy; viscous juices run down my chin.
Moaning loudly she clenches and grinds greedily against my mouth causing me to almost bite down on her erect clit. I stick my tongue in to taste; clean, salty-sweet with a faint acidic twang. Deep, musky aftertaste. Divine!
I always enter this fantasy mid-action: No foreplay, no build-up.
Getting up, I grab my cock; a veiny dildo attached to me with a minimal, black leather harness. Touching it, I feel the sensations in my body as if it were part of me. I stroke and pull on it with a playful grin, watching her quiver in agitation below me.
—You want this? I tease, eyebrows lifted. —Fuck, yes! she whimpers, barely audibly, unable to disguise the delicacy of her voice.
I slide into her with ease. She responds by grabbing a hold of me as if to pull me in deeper. I feel this too.
—Your pussy feels so good, I whisper in her ear; the freshly shaved hair on her neck brushes against my cheek like crushed velvet. —Ahhh, your cock feels even better, she sighs back.
I start thrusting into her, rhythmically, as she squirms underneath me. Each time her hips raise up, eagerly, to greet me.
We’re both close and I’m about to burst. The sensation is familiar, yet different. There’s a slight tingle, like a buzz; a wet warmth that floods my crotch.
—I’m cumming! I gasp.
She nods back, unable to articulate.
At that moment I erupt into her. She responds by contorting her whole body in ecstasy. Fireworks! I see stars.
[FADE OUT] End of fantasy.
—You dozed off. What were you dreaming about?
She’s straddling me. Rays of morning sun enter through her sheer curtains to illuminate her sculpted face that hovers just above mine — so close that the tips of our noses nearly touch.
—Oh, nothing, I lie. —I don’t believe you, she teases, you were moaning!
Her large, green doe eyes pierce right through me. She can always tell.
Crystal, Alex’s cat, galivants across the duvet to stretch out next to my head. Clawing into the pillow, she shoots her back up and rolls over onto her back. I mimic her, pulling my head to the side to avoid the question.
—Spit it out, Anna! What’s in that perverted head of yours? —Hmmm, nothing special… I dreamt that you were fucking me, hard, with that thing, my eyes point to the dildo resting on her nightstand, except it wasn’t a dildo, it was real. It was as if it were part of you.
I’m half-lying, reversing our roles, knowing she wouldn’t like it the other way around.
—Hah! she exclaims. Why would you ever want a real one when you can have this? It’s the most magnificent cock in the world.
She picks the dildo up, confidently, to hold it in its intended place, stroking it in admiration.
I hesitate but say nothing. I’d continue to lie if I did.
—Real penises are gross, she insists. This, she points proudly at her crotch, is a thing of beauty!
I laugh and kiss her instead. She resists by using the dick to tease and tickle me, jabbing it into my neck, pushing it against my lips.
I do, I think to myself, I do want the real thing.
Instead of saying more, I hoist myself up to grab her wrists. She’ll never admit that I’m physically stronger than her, but we both know it. She’s powerless as I flip her over and mount her, snagging the large silicone member in the process, reversing the roles again. I hover triumphantly above her.
—Who wears the dick now? I proclaim in bravado, throwing my long hair over my shoulders. —Give it to me, she pants with a laugh that fails to hide her discontent. It’s my cock!
Surrendering freely, I fling it at her, also with a tinge of vexation
—Here, have your dick, babe. Be the man!
I settle into her fully-tattooed overarm and bury my face in her neck, drawing my breath to savor the faint remnants of CK one, mixed with fresh sweat, sleep, and clean cotton bedsheets.
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To find out what happens with Anna and Alex, you can get the full story on Amazon, or head to Berinble and subscribe for full access to all stories.
Cover art and a series of illustrative photos were created in collaboration with photographer Jay S. Laffat. The two of us are working together to create photos for my upcoming stories and will make an illustrated version of this book for print with the aim to put out a beautifully designed series.
Further, a larger excerpt from Penis Envy is now being recorded as part of an ASMR series for Lesbian independent adult-site Ersties. I’ll post a link to this as soon as it’s out.
I really hope you enjoyed this, and I look forward to publishing more long-form erotic stories in the very near future. Another one is already in the pipelines, so stay tuned!
With love,
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