Past Lives and Karmic Ties

There are so many deep layers to peel away on the spiritual path. Each one becoming more and more intriguing within. These are the levels that no one can see. What I’ve learned is that these teachings are typically subtle, unless you don’t have a choice but to learn them. I wish to bring them to light so that one is consciously or unconsciously aware when the time comes to learn a particular lesson that I have been through or am currently learning. This is my final karmic purge layer with the protective scared ego lining. That being said, this is a longer article.

Dreams find me easily as I sleep. I was hanging out with my twin flame until aliens started taking over. We met up with my parents. The aliens didn’t want to fight, but they destroyed Parliament and the west end of the city, so we went to the east end. The aliens won and knocked on everybody’s doors. They were going to build a water system in everybody’s backyard because they couldn’t survive on land. It turns out they just wanted to coexist with us. The only problem is that it cuts our water supply. We were told to get a vaccination that would cure everything, but then it worked into being the “Covid vaccine”, and we would just have to continuously get a shot update. My twin and I were staying with another alien species. They looked like us but had different methods of doing things and had a way of getting off the planet through teleportation vortex in the back room. They grew their vegetables in water/pots. They had mentioned that due to what happened, there were a lot of less fortunate. The man wanted to go sell his produce at the market but it’s heart-wrenching to go down there because no one has the money to buy anything.

My twin and I left through the vortex to go to another planet. We see an alien girl hiding under the blanket and we talk to her. She’s hiding out from her parents as they tend to abuse her since she doesn’t look or act like them. She betrays her parents and uses their space bike to go to a steam-punk floating island in the sky. I instantly recognized that I’d already been here in a past dream. There is a school bus attached to the side of the island, suspended in midair. Next thing you know, I’m in the school bus and a long cord comes down. Some “famous” guy is yelling down at me and the others to see if I’d want to do music professionally. He lands in the courtyard and gives a speech that I don’t listen to. I used to be into this but I just watch people instead. After that, he puts music videos of people who have worked with him on a giant projector screen surrounded by stage equipment. We took a photo with him. I was with my twin at this point.

I turn around to see my twin’s dog biting another dog. Turns out, the music guy has had his leg cut off but they didn’t cut it high enough to stop the disease and it spread to the animals. I told my twin and he didn’t do anything so in my head I thought (and probably said) “Okay. Well, this whole thing is stupid so I’m leaving” so I left the chaos behind. People started funneling out and onto the path, I was on. Suddenly, he was walking beside me. He looked at a girl walking by with her friend, looked at me and said “That’s a plastic Barbie doll.” I looked over and said “Ha, ha, yeah.” As we kept walking, she grabbed his hand. It was like elastic bands because she was far enough away to not be able to. I thought he was going to let go, but he didn’t. Instead, he ran to catch up to her and kissed her there in front of me. I got so jealous. I don’t even know if I was mad that he didn’t kiss me at all during our entire interactions with each other in the dream, or say anything. He, then, tried to go after me when he noticed I was upset. I tried to run away, but I couldn’t. It was like I couldn’t go anywhere with my feet feeling like cement blocks and I woke up.

Upon waking, my cards confirmed my hunch that the whole dream was my ego creating a distraction. I still sat with myself to get to the bottom of it and to release what I needed to release. I spiraled for a little while because of what was trying to come back to reality with me from my dream worlds. I’m glad I did because I now know how mirroring works directly in my life and how to heal it. I know that I have healing work to do and I was procrastinating before. It’s not that much work that I have to do in the physical world but I have to get it done. My tasks need to come first in the morning. Making a list the night before helps to remind my brain as soon as I wake up. It’s a mindset. I must remind myself what I’ve learned and coach myself in the moments where I’m still learning. I align it with the truth that I have been given directly from the universe.

*I do wish to mention that if you rely on dreams as your spiritual practice, please level up your intuition or consult someone. If you’re not quite sure about it and you choose wrong, it could cause frustrations, possessions, emotional hijacks, and illusionary truths. I’ve been there and have looped back into lessons I had completed because of it. *

Since that experience and my perseverance, I have noticed that:

• My fear (wiggling toes, discomfort, wanting snacks/treats & avoiding, procrastinating [note taking, errands, hangouts])
• I had a deja vu. These aren’t as drastic as they used to be because they are closer to, if not on, the timeline I am on now. It isn’t such a jump like it used to be.
• Seeing 4:44 and knowing it’s a grounded manifestation. My prayers are being answered and I’ll be out of this dark night of the soul (DNOTS) soon. The worst of it is over.
• When I got in my car, I said I wanted to listen to Twin Flame music (my playlist), but the thought I had is that most of my music isn’t how I feel about my Twin Flame anymore. The whole way to my nature walk location, I listened to the LOVING joyful songs on my playlist only. This was after I pressed shuffle. There was a message. Soon after I recognized this, 777 7777 was on a taxi driving by.

During my walk, my twin flame was so present. It was cold that night but he would provide a warm breeze in the trees and telepathically respond to what my walking partner and I were talking about. I laughed a few times. Other times I couldn’t stop smiling. He sparkles in the lights (high vibrational energetic sign). I saw 555 and a whole bunch of twos on the walk. 2333 seemed relevant for some reason.

I realized that I must take my journey and play it from the inside, always. I have to understand that my world will always reflect me. If I can stay in that mindset, I will be blessed in ways that I did not expect, even more than I am now. I will receive it from the outside once I establish grounding internally which will make it easier to live in the mindset I’m persevering for. I am ready for this and I am not repressing anything at this moment in time. I’m ready for the next level. SPIRIT- I ask you to help me continuously know and ground this wisdom. I ask you for the strength and guidance to be able to keep these revelations and realizations alive in my conscious, unconscious, and subconscious minds. I wish to stay aware. THAT IS MY PRAYER BECAUSE I OWE IT TO MYSELF AND MY TWIN.

808 suddenly became relevant.

I started listening to classical and very select vocalized songs. It has allowed me to think and feel for myself in more peace. I also stopped watching TV as much as I was. I try to take one task at a time so that I can absorb the present moment as best as I can. This is teaching me that I am enough in every sense of the word. Gratitude is my reset key if I spiral and I have my back consciously (knowing I’m enough, I made the right decisions and now I’m going to follow it through).

10:01 and 11:01 are now relevant.

Another relevant dream ago:

I had to shape sourdough bread, pretzel bagels, and other treats. It was the old bakery I worked at in my lifetime but nicer and no one else was there but us 3 girls because it was a holiday shift when everyone else was off. I ate the best pretzel bread ever (for those of you who don’t know, I don’t eat gluten in my waking life so this was a blessing). Later in my dream, I played bowling with some members of my family. I did well with strikes and spares on every turn. My other family members did well too but not like that. We played Mario Kart afterwards. This guy came along from across the room and tried to tell my sister and me to not play Mario Kart so fast because that wasn’t the point of the game. He gave me a hockey stick and told me to hit a lightweight ball down the lane to knock down the pins. He had set up 18 pins instead of the five that we were using in our normal game. I looked at him weirdly and the 3 of us decided to leave.

We came across an aquatic touch pool. These creatures weren’t fun. The keeper was set on me learning how to pick up a foot-and-a-half aquatic banana slug on me with long teeth. It would move if I moved and it meant I got bit. I could move the slug if I stayed still and picked it up a certain way. It still kind of hurt. I soon realized I was covered because they crawled out of the tank. The keeper said I got it when I panicked and asked for help. I ended up having to pick up and put down one large slug and still have the other one clenched to me, all while hopping on 1 foot so that it didn’t move too much. I calmed down enough to finally take that one off. “See?” She said. I told you that you got this. There weren’t any more on me. All of a sudden, I noticed that my foot started to hurt. I had a bump that was moving underneath a slug on my foot. I got the 5-inch slug off and I yelled for the zookeeper that I didn’t know what to do. She said she could cut it out but I really should go to the doctor for that. I told the slug-keeper to just do it. She said, “Are you sure ’cause it’s gonna hurt?”. I said, “I don’t care! Get it out of my foot!”. She used a scalpel to make a large incision and I watched all of these little orange orbs and slugs fall out of my foot. None of them stayed. It didn’t hurt as she cut me or as they left. I woke up after I calmed down. Surprisingly, I wasn’t grossed out.

This is what I found out:

Insects are a symbol of fear and insecurity. If removing them was painful, then it’s painful in the waking world to remove them from my life. It wasn’t and I’m so overly grateful for that.

Bowling was a release for knocking down all my troubles and I knocked down all the pins every time. The only time I didn’t was when he gave me the hockey stick because the ball was too light. When I swung it, it easily hit the top of the lane on the wall above the pins. I had wanted to go bowling in my waking life but the universe called it a distraction. I didn’t need to go and now I see why.

The pretzel bread was to symbolize good omens. It’s the feeling that something isn’t a problem at all. It’s waiting to see how it unfolds while aligning with abundance. It’s keeping to myself and minding my business. It’s feeling good about not having to take major action at the moment, and just being.

The overall message was to ignore the weird, distracting, disgusting, demeaning, or wild; get the tasks done and let the rest unfold

I feel was less stressed than I was. It’s a reminder that I’m grounded and protected. It’s a lot less scary than my ego makes it out to be. The change is different and a new vibration but I’m set to overcome the challenge.

I didn’t pull cards when I first woke up this Sunday morning. I am grateful that I held space for me trusting my intuition. I also got up in a sensible time.

I still have this lingering feeling that I’m missing something though. My body is so tense on the right side. It feels like I’m not quite understanding the breakthrough reason but I have come to think it’s because my other half isn’t currently in my life and that’s okay.

I’m only sad and angry because my twin isn’t physically in my life. My fears and insecurities tried to push me back to an old version of me. It feels like a layer of shin is being peeled off of my back. I feel great but there’s a hole where he used to be. The ego parts are anger and sadness but I acknowledge them and understand their role to keep me aware that he’s my twin flame and he’s working on himself. He took back his energy. Now, I’m flipping all the pronouns in this paragraph for his perspective. We’re both doing this!

I soon found out after a trusted 555 that I am clearing karma and situations and people again that don’t serve me. This is from my past lives, aspects of twin, and soul family realizations. I found out that a new friend is my false twin flame. For the longest time, I felt like something was off and there was a romantic pull that didn’t feel like mine. I’m not about it so I did a cord-cutting. It wasn’t going anywhere energetic anyway. I feel guilt about it but I see it as me aligning us both with where we’re supposed to be. I shouldn’t feel guilt because I’m doing the right thing. It’s just not the common tongue. In the past, I had dated a false flame (as mentioned in my other twin flame journey article) and it was never meant to be. So, there’s that too. I’ve been there, done that. I know better.

I have a new friend that bounces back all the hints and clues I could ever need to advance in this life and she came into my life when I needed support the most. She’s helping me clear energy blocks and stay grounded. She saved me by giving me a huge confirmation sign about who my false twin flame is. She mirrors my life and we agree on pretty much everything. It’s a blessing having spiritual friends who get you. I feel lighter after conversations with her.

I’m not doing anything wrong if it is aligned with my intuition. This is reprogramming from societal conditioning. I also believe that this is where generational traumatic conditioning comes from. I got the download to say, “I love you so much but you will not have power over me anymore. I forgive you and don’t wish to carry any of your karma with me.” I instantly felt lighter.

One of my parents was my daughter in a past life. I got treated the same way she felt when I was their mom. I had ended my life in that lifetime to avoid trauma. That’s where my guilt and my desire to make things right comes from. The same goes for my thoughts about ending it again earlier in this lifetime and why I made myself feel so much worse than I “should’ve” felt in this lifetime. I recognize it and forgive her. But I acknowledge that I don’t wish to carry it myself.

My mom was a royal Egyptian queen. She used to call me by my nickname title as a joke when I put up a fight over things. Looking back, that was my name. I had to forgive the same things. She manipulated me to get me on the throne. She experienced from my grandma what I experienced with her. I got the mom I always wanted once I chose to follow my intuition instead.

With my twin flame in the same lifetime, I took the throne from him with my mother’s and his mother’s (also reincarnated as such) help. I reigned a beautiful reign. My twin took the throne after me and declared tyranny. He destroyed every ounce of me out of books and walls. Every statue. He was so angry. In this lifetime, I met him when he was a walking ball of fire (anger). When I told him what I expected of him, he got angry. He was angry with life and me at the time, but I was the only one who could calm him (other than him). He blamed everyone else, but himself. He didn’t wish to see the bad that he had created. He had a memory and accepted that it happened and that he was sorry. He and I have completed our karmic relationship. We both apologized to each other a long time ago and are now honoring our mission.

My memories were suppressed because I didn’t want to relive them again. I’ve been peeling back layers (they look like loop cycles at times) to discover deeper moments of the subconscious and soul. The journey was a lot easier than I thought now that I look back, although I realize it’s still going. The universe is simple. I know there’s more but I’m looping out of union for the last time. Mark my words.

So, what does this mean? A major tower moment and surrendering with it is happening. Magic is happening. Union is coming. Purging karma already happened and I learned from it this time. I know what it feels like and don’t wish to carry any more of it with me moving forward. I repeat and affirm that it is not to come with me on my union at all. I am now integrating what this means. Once I am done with that, my mission is accomplished with my twin. We both have done work and continue to do so. We are free of all karma that we’ve ever carried. We can be in Union, have successful careers in what we love, and serve the universe together. Welcome home.

And all of this happened on Friday the 13th, which is my karmic number 13/4. 10/13/2023 is also reduced to a 7=spiritual awakening. Just saying.

I am so grateful to have been able to document this for you all and to have it resonate for some. I am excited to see how this unfolds and I promise to upset consistently as energies apply. I wish you all the best on your journeys and hope that you can persevere as well. For those that are where I’m at exactly, keep on going! There’s always more to discover and to explore within. Allow yourself to prioritize yourself and raise your vibrations!