Pandemic, 2020
A Poem
Exhaustion is A pandemic in an election year
Exhaustion is A pandemic in an election year under the rule of neoliberal
Corporate capitalists who are also fascists and who Think only of profit not of people
Public health is not a rich man’s game But in this I pray they are not immune
Golden toilets and ivory palaces Will not protect the trickle up
Effect of this contagion That can live in the air
The air For hours
That can stay alive on surfaces for Days
That we are not testing for because again, it is not Profitable to just organize means to test
For this crown no one wants to wear We wait it out knowing that
Science is real That other nations exist
That wisdom is important And that right now
It could be right here next to us Undetected as it lives in people for 15 days or so
Before showing up Giving it time to take root in new bodies
Giving it time to blow up the Scene
Each cough an explosion Each breath a gift, still, always but
With maybe a surprise inside We wait it out as we are forced to do
Making the call for ourselves based upon What we have
Hoping the basics are enough To get us by and get us through
Grateful for any efforts at this thing Called social distance
This thing that has introvert written all over it This thing that so many have been ready for
Even before pandemics hit We have stocked up on
The wish of being able to Be home
Do what we do best Netflix, couch, blanket, text
We have always known we were wise, but To be validated as life saving is nice
The news in all other ways is Decidedly not helpful
To be told that only the old Will die is no great consolation
When many of us are old or like old people And when many of us like or are those
Other kinds of people — the ones with the Immunity issues, the ones we are supposed to
Dismiss and be grateful for that at least it’s Not me young youthful healthy let’s travel to Venice
While it’s cheap mentality Selfishness is showing and we are all too exhausted
For call out culture now Just knowing this thing could be 10 times or more times
Deadlier than the flu is Terrifies —
And yet we take it lightly here We wait, we don’t grumble, we know
We are on our own it it, this system would find a way To profit off our our bones
If only it weren’t so much work to get to them.
©Jenny Justice. All Rights Reserved.
Jenny Justice, Poet. Author of Love in the Time of Climate Change and Reveal. You can read more of her poetry at Justice Poetic. Sign up for her newsletter here.






