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Summary

The poem "Oxymoron" in the "Cardiac newsletter" explores the heart's paradoxical nature through a series of contrasting states and emotions.

Abstract

The poem titled "Oxymoron" from the "Cardiac newsletter" delves into the dualities of the heart. It is depicted as an entity that can be both empty and full, hard and smooth, alone yet accompanied, starving and well-nourished, disconnected and interconnected, tired and tireless, independent yet co-pulsing with others, blue with sadness and vibrant with life. The author, Anthi Psomiadou, uses these juxtapositions to illustrate the complex and often contradictory emotions that the heart experiences. The poem suggests that the heart's condition is influenced by one's actions and attitudes, such as releasing anger, practicing forgiveness, making difficult decisions without devaluing feelings, embracing loneliness, and respecting the heart's need to be itself. The heart's rhythm is independent, yet it can choose to beat in unison with others. The poem concludes with the notion that the heart's cessation signifies the end of personality, yet it also allows for transcendence.

Opinions

  • The heart's emptiness is a result of releasing anger, while its fullness comes from filling it with forgiveness.
  • Decisions can be hard, but they should not lead to the devaluation of feelings; the heart can be both petrified and smooth.
  • Loneliness is acknowledged as necessary, yet the heart is never truly alone as it is accompanied by love.
  • The heart may feel starved for physical connection but is ultimately well-nourished by the recognition that it is not the sum total of one's being.
  • The heart's disconnection from external flirtations contrasts with its profound internal interconnections that defy description.
  • The heart may grow weary when its nature is not respected, but it is inexhaustible when allowed to be itself.
  • While the heart beats independently, it has the capacity to synchronize with other hearts by choice.
  • The author expresses a momentary sadness, described as "the blues," which is a temporary state giving way to a return to reality, symbolized by life-giving red rivers.
  • The heart's existence is tied to one's personality, and its stopping marks a significant transformation, either the loss of self or the opportunity to move on.

Oxymoron

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It’s empty; I emptied my anger into the sink. It’s also full; I filled it with forgiveness.

It’s hard; I petrified it to make difficult decisions. It’s also smooth; I didn’t devalue feelings.

It is alone; loneliness is what’s needed now. It’s also accompanied; by its loving-substance.

Sometimes it’s starving. Its materiality needs two hands to enclose it. It’s also well-nourished; Its materiality isn’t the whole of me.

It seems disconnected; I rarely flirt externally. It experiences a blissful interconnection;  — there are no words for this greatness — .

It’s tired; when I don’t let it be “itself” freely. It’s tireless; when I respect it.

It doesn’t follow others’ rhythm; it is independent. It experiences co-pulsing with some other hearts, by choice; it is independent.

It’s got the blues; I’m temporarily blurred by the Fallacy. It’s a lifeful source of red rivers; I returned to Reality.

If it stops, my personality is gone. If it stops, I move on.

Anthi Psomiadou — CC BY-NC-ND 4.0 International : Credit must be given to the creator/ Only noncommercial uses of the work are permitted/ No derivatives

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