Never Be Worthy Of You
Dream Journal Series — Soul Exchange
Never be Worthy of You

I often forget
How I promised myself,
Sometime ago,
To steel my heart when it comes to you.
Your love is unpredictable.
And you base my worth
On a scale
That only you can measure.
But my walls always come crashing down,
Whenever you speak softly to me.
I often wish it was always like this.
How you hold me next to you
And make me feel like I am worthy of you.
Love is blind they say.
Only a fool would love like this.
Maybe they’re right.
I know they’re right.
But just one night,
I want to be the love of your life.
I spent years next to you.
Gave my loyalty to only you.
Yet, after all these years I spent my youth with you,
I never feel like I’m worthy of you.
You speak of wanting a change,
And yet,
You never had the courage to
Let me go.
I don’t want you to.
But maybe, you should
If you want me no more.
Because I wouldn’t have the heart to see you walk out the door.
I often forget to steel my heart when it comes to you.
Of all the chances I’ve had,
Why do I keep coming back for more?
Why do I feel like I will never be worthy of you?
How much more would it take to be worthy of you?
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Hi, I’m CyCy!
Thank you for reading. I truly appreciate it!
This lullaby haunted me last night and instead of sleeping after writing To The Fairest Queen I Know, I ended up writing this and crying all night.
Thanks, brain.
Also, do not worry about me. This is not my life. My brain just likes to cook and keep me up all night. LOL
But if you like pain, heartbreak, and unrequited love, definitely check out To The Fairest Queen I Know. I have a feeling that my brain would turn this into a series as well (as if I already don’t have a million series to write at the same time 🫠)
Anyway, thank you for your support and I hope you will keep coming back for more.
Shout out to one of my faves, Phoebus Apollo 🖤
Thanks for singing these poems, guiding me with composing music, and showing me different types of art.
A true bestie here. xo
Also, can you please let me sleep? Thanks. ILY
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