Neophilia

Free AI web copilot to create summaries, insights and extended knowledge, download it at here

929

Abstract

">I tend to forget easily why it is that I began in the first place and eventually all of my “unfinished business” sees me trapped between an intersection of various unfinished roadways. I am nowhere!</blockquote>For as long as I can remember, I’ve seen, explored, but I never commit. I’m in a never-ending argument with myself, doubting and putting to trail every decision I ever make. Day after day I am caught up in a cycle of seeing, trying, failing, and surrender, whatever it is that I am missing seems to be far from resolve. I am nothing.A tough pill to swallow is seeing friends progress and evolve into better and more stable versions of themselves. I on the other hand lie buried in this deep, dark, and lonely hole, beneath each and every decision I have ever made, whether good or bad, blatantly or in hiding, every instant of my life has led up to this very moment. I am a

Options

30-year-old BOY, unemployed, and living off an allowance I take no pride in. It is high time for me to get up of my ass and start working. I have dwelled upon bitterness to the success of my peers for far too long, when I should have instead put my pride aside and learned from them. My story, however, has just begun.“I am the master of my fate; I am the Captain of my Soul.” -William Ernest Henley/ “<a href="https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/51642/invictus">Invictus</a>”Lemy Letsoela is a full-time student pilot with a passion for storytelling and content creation. On Medium he writes about love, crime, and satire. Mostly fiction, and all very compelling and concise. Beyond Medium, you can follow him on either <a href="https://www.instagram.com/blak_ol_ova/">Instagram </a>or <a href="https://twitter.com/lemyletsoela">Twitter</a>.</article></body>

n’. Having great interest of what is new

Throughout my life I have been exposed to a diversity of possibilities, I frequently take inspiration from various sources and foresee myself at the very top of whatever challenge it is that I am inspired to undertake. My problem is that I do not discriminate, by so saying I mean that I absorb it all. I find a task and for a limited time it is all that my mind can think of, I am extremely inspired for a while, but in the midst of it all, my brain goes idle.

I tend to forget easily why it is that I began in the first place and eventually all of my “unfinished business” sees me trapped between an intersection of various unfinished roadways. I am nowhere!

For as long as I can remember, I’ve seen, explored, but I never commit. I’m in a never-ending argument with myself, doubting and putting to trail every decision I ever make. Day after day I am caught up in a cycle of seeing, trying, failing, and surrender, whatever it is that I am missing seems to be far from resolve. I am nothing.

A tough pill to swallow is seeing friends progress and evolve into better and more stable versions of themselves. I on the other hand lie buried in this deep, dark, and lonely hole, beneath each and every decision I have ever made, whether good or bad, blatantly or in hiding, every instant of my life has led up to this very moment. I am a 30-year-old BOY, unemployed, and living off an allowance I take no pride in. It is high time for me to get up of my ass and start working. I have dwelled upon bitterness to the success of my peers for far too long, when I should have instead put my pride aside and learned from them. My story, however, has just begun.

“I am the master of my fate; I am the Captain of my Soul.” -William Ernest Henley/ “Invictus”

Lemy Letsoela is a full-time student pilot with a passion for storytelling and content creation. On Medium he writes about love, crime, and satire. Mostly fiction, and all very compelling and concise. Beyond Medium, you can follow him on either Instagram or Twitter.