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I’ll be a “winning prize” cock-pleasuring fuck toy tonight if Miami wins their NBA playoff series.
My girlfriend’s husband and his buddies will “win” the right to fuck me in any way they want if the Miami Heat wins [My Sex Life Diary]
I write erotica novels & short stories. I also publish sex confessions as a spermivore, spermaholic, and teen slut. Yes, teen slut! And I’m proud of it! Sex is good. And girls who love sex shouldn’t have to hide and pretend to be “pure.” Sex is pure! And naked skin is natural.
You asked for it; here it is, my private Sex Life Diary report about last night:
I wasn’t sure if I were to share that report (see explanation below), but I got so many exciting messages, including a few men telling me they were hard thinking of me after the game last night. May this report make your cock hard again! Hugs & kisses!
Update & Reflection on The Morning After
Updated on Friday, May 13: The Miami Heat won last night. Their game. The series. And I won a memorable night of sex with 7 cocks and a couple of sexual acts I had never done before, one of which gave me an unforgettable orgasm!
Should I share it with you guys? I know I said I would, but… After writing this post yesterday, I received a lot of feedback. For the most part, it was very positive. Many guys wished they could join the party. Of course. Men! A few women were jealous I was to live it! After all, we planned a scenario around one of women’s most popular fantasies. And we have a “safe word.” Yet, I also received a couple of weird messages.
I write erotica and share reports on my personal sex life for the fun of it. I’m an exhibitionist and attention whore. Yes, I know! And I also like to think that I provide entertainment. So, if it disturbs people, then there is no point in doing it. Is there?
Original Post From Thursday, May 12, 2022
Warning: NSFW/BDSM. This post discusses topics that may not be suitable for all audiences, including considerations for a role-played gang-bang.
Since the beginning of the NBA basketball playoffs, the idea of a redo of what happened with the Super Bowl party at my friend’s place has wet my panties — I mean, if I had been wearing any. But my sex life had been quite busy since the beginning of April, and I never followed up on the idea.
Yet, I really want it! When men watch sports, I can smell and feel raw bestial testosterone in the room, and it turns me on. So I called my girlfriend Madison yesterday to suggest she organize something with her husband for the 6th game between Miami and Philadelphia tonight.
She wasn’t sure if her husband could round up a significant number of cocks on such short notice but said she would check and call me back. The more I waited for her call, the more I wanted it!
When my phone finally vibrated, I think my pussy vibrated too! And the answer was “yes,” Darnell would have a few buddies over for the game. She wasn’t sure how many yet, but at least four. I’ll find out tonight.
Initially, I was thinking of something like a dick in my ass for every 3-point shot made by Miami, sucking one of them for every free throw, and a penis in my pussy for every 2-point shot. Actually, that was suggested by one of my supporters on Patreon. But I already had the experience of being fucked repeatedly over a long period of time at the “Fuck The Bunny” event on Easter Saturday. So, instead, we came up with the following idea.
During the game, Madison and I will enjoy girl talks with a glass of wine on the pool deck (I miss her), not knowing what the score is. And then, if Philadelphia wins, NOTHING happens. But if Miami wins the game (and therefore, the series), Darnell and his buddies get to provide me with a consensual ravishment experience (in my original post, I had written: “role-play a rape on me”). Please note the word ‘role-play’, which means a simulation. And I have a safe word (“Lotus”) with Madison and Darnell.
Lately, I’ve had the urge to experience raw, bestial, testosterone-fueled male energy. It is what it is!
If you want to watch the game and cheer for Miami, so I get a pounding tonight and have something to report back to you, the game will be on ESPN.
BDSM & Safe Words
Just as I was about to post this, I did some research about BDSM and “safe words.” It seems like the whole idea behind a safe word is precisely to be able to yell “no” and “stop” while the other party knows that we don’t mean it. They can keep going. We say no by using the safe word. So… It is precisely about role-playing sexual violence, isn’t it? Why else would you want to yell “stop” and not mean it?
Addendum: After further research, it seems like one of women’s most popular erotic fantasies is being raped. I’m not that special! But we should use the term “consensual ravishment” or “fantasies of being ravished” instead — says a man.
After reading that article, I can understand why men don’t understand women. Jeez!! In any case, I will simply note that “choosing to forfeit control may not be to lose it… but to powerfully assert it.”
Go, Heat, Go! I want winning balls!
PLEASE NOTE: Rape is never, ever acceptable. And I can’t even watch it on TV. In all sexual activities, consent must be freely provided. If you or someone you know has experienced sexual assault, know that you are not alone and help is available 24/7. In the USA, call RAINN at 1-800–656-HOPE or chat on online.rainn.org. I don’t know about services in other countries, sorry!Thanks so much for supporting me as a writer and for your interest in my sex life. I often think of you when other men and women are using me. You are my motivation to try new things and push my limits!
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