My Shadow Work for Writer’s Loneliness (As Someone Sacred to Be Alone)
Zombie simple routine to follow.
Locked away in my diary is a truth.
Here’s the key.
My remote work life is a wind-ravaged state. And I’m the tornado. I stand between being afraid of aloneness and wanting to leave them before they leave me. It’s a messy situation. Taylor Swift gets it. But I want out of this hamster cycle of new love, fear of holding on too tight, and letting go first.
Imagine craving deep connections when you’re the one who can’t stick around. This life isn’t easy. So, yeah, I’m trying to change. The shift is like going down on the wrong side of the highway. A tremendous barrage wall blocks your comfort zone.
So, if you’re trying to create connective content while protecting your heart, sit with me here while your body relaxes.
How I Let Go
Have you ever lived between two extremes? You were born in an urban area. And then you moved to the city. Most people who fear being alone find themselves living in two worlds.
Crowds and loneliness.
I’ve chosen to merge the two worlds. The plan is to remove negatives associated with being by oneself. Alone time won’t go on forever. And you get to pick when you’re by yourself.
How I invite people into my space:
- Asking questions on Quora
- Television show reviews
- YouTube opinion videos
Before, I’d sit by a window to write. Look outside. Watch people live their lives while feeling far removed from them.
These days, I invite remote strangers to sit alongside me.
- Personal stories via Substack newsletter readings
- Study with me YouTube videos
- Friend calls.
Tiny. Minuscule shifts push the biggest tides to shore. I call a friend to hear about their day even when I have no intention to talk about mine. I virtually sit with a recording of someone studying. Why? To listen. To feel less alone. And to know I’m not the only one who needs connection.
Sustainable Label
No one forces you to be alone.
Loneliness isn’t your destiny if you choose to rewire your mindset.
If your personality can change, so can your social circle. I choose to interact with people rather than pull away. Thanks, LinkedIn, for the practice. I’ve refined my socialization approach.
Avoid general fluff.
- Statements insertable in any conversation.
Restructured kindness
- Speak kindly to people who were brave enough to talk when no one would approach the mic.
- Lead with a supportive remark. End with a question to keep chatting.
Create a pair.
- When face-to-face, the person entering the room says a greeting like “Good Morning”. Use this as your opening to introduce yourself.
- When online, add your remarks to people’s comments to spark conversation.
Don’t hide your nervous giveaway.
You’ll listen. You’ll observe. Even say the right things yet face rejection.
How come? I realized it was my body language. Use a soft, no-pressure entrance into people’s space — such as a personal question or story.
Follow up with context to have people lower their guard. Display your nervous habit while pausing (long) to create chances for the other person to speak.
How I Plan Long-Term
I don’t imagine a life with people in it. I accept the individuals within my community and the ones who enter. Baffling? Let me explain.
It’s a bent socialization.
Growth. Like a new life in a garden. There’s an emerging trend. Women are into fictional men. Men are into anime, virtual, and blowup dolls.
I know this is complex avoidance. These men and women picture a life without the white fence, kids, and life partner by 30. It’s too traditional and expensive. Soon, they plan a life alone because people are this and that. Plus, society isn’t what it was when you were younger.
Next, they deny themselves company because people are fickle. The human experience is turbulent.
Every day can’t be the same.
But daily you can enjoy everything someone said you shouldn’t. Here’s an example. I share moments with a best friend, mother, auntie, writing companion, or sibling. You can too, if you allow yourself to value such experiences.
Accept healthy company even when it’s platonic.
There’s nothing wrong with you (or me) if you’ve been alone a lot.
Creation.
Cafe’s are great.
I once read a wild writership story. A writer visited a coffee shop. Every laptop tapper along one bench had this platform open with a piece underway. Cool.
But what if you long for long-time support?
The easiest fix for a writer’s loneliness is to build a network. Away with me to Europe for a minute. GrammarHippy says he always asks, “What? No tip!” after he has his receipt in hand whenever he shops with small businesses to be memorable. Simple, sure. Effective, yes.
Here’s an approach you can try.
— Post 50 blogs before you message a writer. It’s proof you’re a writer, too.
— Kick asking for writing tips in your first DM.
— Research writing strategies — does your favorite writer use them?
Most likely, no. Depending on your personality use this as your network entry. Sarcastic example. “Have you ever considered working for Apple? Your original, ever-creative wordplay would add 10,000 sales to their pocket. I’m Annie, by the way.”