My Selection — Cold and Lonely Here....
Narrative Poem by A Shayens Abran
That day… The sky was so dark..! The rain didn’t want to falter! When I had to witness My love was snatched away! My man’s soul drifted away! And can’t be saved…
Truly…it was like lightning strikes! I fell short of breath…! My own earth stopped spinning! You…my dearest had gone forever…
Look…I’m here… You make me cry… I want to give up, but don’t want to lose your presence Trying to forget, but I keep persevered… You’re the first being love…now remains a memory…! My life is ended the time you gone, With all my love for you…
You’re the best, always the best…! What can I do to have you back…?! With you, all are the most beautiful, Always the most beautiful… How to ease this longing…? Since only you, the owner of my heart…
It feel like yesterday you were with me… Flirting and seducing… Is there tomorrow for us, To make love as we’ve been through…? Oh, I really need you! How dare you go! And will never come back…!
Maybe through dreams We can create and having the warm nights Can you hear me? I crave for your caresses… I’m crazy for the days we missed together!
I want to be happy… And fulfilled But it seems to far to embrace… I want to be loved… But there’s no love without you… It’d gone with gray clouds, Only to leave me cold and lonely…!
I swear! i want you come home!! I really need you here! Now!! How dare you go!! How could God take you from me!! Where is the heaven?! Let me replace you with me!! Is there a sign of heaven?! Let me find one with you there!!
Why are you leaving me too soon… This tombstones is too heartbreaking to touch… I want to be with you… Please…! There’s no point for me living like this… What’s the meaning of life… Without my lover… It’s useless here… Without you…my lover….
Thank you for reading! :-)
This poem is about love, dreams, hopes, death…
When the love blooms. When all hopes, all the dreams are being knitted to embrace together… Suddenly, everything have been taken away when her man dies in a tragic accident. It was unbelievably heartbreaking and painful. She’s never imagined, her love gone so fast and will never come back…. Warmth fades into cravings, togetherness fades to be longings…
A Shayens Abran (me), is just a random guy who’s giving a try to explore new hobby, a writing. He admits that he’s exactly not in the club of people who can create good piece of writings. A mild Autism (Aspergers syndrome) has prevented him from making structured sentences. He has many wonderful imaginations (in conducive situations), but still, it’s always hard to pour out and translate the pictures in his brain into words. But, despite the difficulties, he chooses to go with it, as the writing activities facilitate his dull brain to be more active and release some anxieties due to the personality disorders he has as the side effect of the syndrom and the wrong treats he’d gotten during childhood life. And he feels grateful for the recurring readers who've followed his Medium page and allowing him to fill their days with his writings. Some of those kind souls are; Ruben Mauricio, MaryJo Wagner, PhD, Mindsmatter, Barky Wellings, Austin Pettigrew, Altaaf Aboo, Patsy Starke, Joshua Finno, Ali | Poet | Ameature Philosopher | Data Scientist Ariauna Davies .
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Also, I have made the Photopoetry version of poem above. You can check it below. :-)