My Paradigm Shift

Surrendering to the light

Inspired by ‘Know Thyself, Heal Thyself’,’ I feel my paradigm shift right now is.. to be as real for me as I can possibly be.

I put my achievements and personality on the shelf, and just be —

I show up as me.

I want to unravel, to finally be undone.

Letting go, surrendering, not grasping, cleaving, or anxiously trying to hang on.

I’m exhausted!

I surrender ... to God’s divine light, whatever it is, wherever it leads..just letting go.

The dark night has come again.

Apparently, there are two dark nights.

A purification process — all that’s old is burnt up in the refining fire. The soul struggles under its weight, but gradually giving way to the light — being transformed into its light.

The divine light shines bright.

It assaults the soul as St. John of the cross says.

Arrested, I have no choice but to let go…but, this time there’s a willingness …I do not know — I cannot know and that is how it is to be.

My paradigm shift is...I don’t know, but the divine light does and that’s enough.

I am being led.

Will I follow?

I hope so 🙏

Pure Consciousness… I will co-create with the divine through my newly transformed mind.