Trans-Gender
My Life as a Woman
The life of being a woman after transitioning from being male/intersex.
I spend a lot of time talking about the bad things that have happened in my life and I would like to take the time and talk about some of the good things in my life that have happened. There are a lot of good things that have come about me after transitioning and I honestly would say it was a lot more good things than bad despite all that I have been through.
One of the best things in the world for me was the ability to finally express myself the way that I had always envisioned I should look. I was able to put on the makeup, dresses, and other cute little outfits that just made me feel all that much better. I can’t believe how much different the feeling is compared to what I felt before. The feeling of happiness about being able to express my adorable flashy bright colors that matched my personality just makes my day every single day. I never thought just how happy someone could be for putting on clothing and makeup, but after being denied it for the longest time, it is just the greatest feeling in the world.
Of course, I don’t always put makeup on and dress flamboyantly, but I do like to do so quite often. The longer I am naturally myself, the less I see the need to go all out 24/7, but I still don’t leave the house without basic makeup on.
Of course, dressing up with makeup and dresses was not the only thing that made life better. Being acknowledged as a female everywhere I go, and being accepted by blending in, having long hair, and having general conversations with people from a woman's point of view. I don’t know what it is and can’t really put my finger on it, but it makes a difference mentally and physically to be seen as a woman everywhere. Wish I could give you more on this, but it is just a joy of being a woman I guess.
Not being invisible, like really this is a big one because I used to feel like I was completely invisible to everyone around me. Perhaps an entire article on this would be better but for the most part, being seen is so nice. When a guy or girl looks at you and gives you a compliment, or holds a door open for you, or just smiles and waves to you is so invigorating, and I don’t know how to really explain all of this it just gives you a great feeling like you are someone.
Undressing to take a shower and seeing the female body in the mirror, just gives me a sense of relief like this was who I was all along and it is only now that I can finally embrace it. Enjoying the presence of who I am as a female is the best thing in the world. It is not like sexually happy either, it's like a satisfaction feeling that makes you feel complete.
The benefits of being in the bedroom, using toys, and having orgasms are the sexual part, but those are also really nice, and OMG a totally different experience than what life was like before. The orgasms are way more intense and feel like an entire body rush that goes from your toes to your brain. You have to be in the mood, and really get your mind there though to have those orgasms.
While I did just highlight a few basics of being a woman and didn’t really dig deep into anything, the benefits of being a woman are something that I wouldn’t ever change. It might come with its flaws but they are perfectly okay with me as I see myself as nothing better or worse than any other female. Life is better, emotionally, physically, and mentally, something I wouldn’t ever want to give up.