My Healing Keeps Restarting
Dealing with sorrow
Here lays a sorrow in my heart It’s not beautiful It’s not art
It’s dividing me into two Consequently, I’m falling apart
I don’t think they understand That I can’t escape this pain It keeps returning every time I try to heal So, I keep having to restart
The process stops and starts Each time, it feels like a dagger piercing my heart
I lay quiet and still Because it’s too much pain to bear So I continue to lay, so I can no longer feel
I look at the wall The wall looks at me We stare at each other quite intimately Until I reach the only safe place I can be In my dreams Where I’m fast asleep