My First Encounter With Quantum Jumping
How a guided meditation led me to a drawing practice

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I visualise these numbers on my mental screen as I’m being moved from an alpha to a theta state.
I have been on a 20 minute a day quest to “Be Extraordinary”.
Meditating on and off for a year. On, more than off.
Playing with energy on and off for a year. On, more than off.
Vishen Lakhani’s voice is guiding me on Day 20 something.
“Deeper and deeper still” I hear him say.
I feel fuzzy. Maybe I have reached a Delta state.
I’m uncertain…its the first time I have consciously felt this way.
I am imagining a version of me. Living as a successful artist in another world. I am in a small house overlooking an abundant family garden of fruit and veg. I catch a glimpse of the ocean through the kitchen window. My work is on the walls. Letters of gratitude piled on the counter. My words and illustrations truly helping others.
A massive smile and feeling of calm washes over me.
I used to love to draw, loved art, loved being creative. The inner critiques and society’s definition of success silenced my desires. I pretty much stopped all of it just out of high school.
I got distracted with life — the life I thought I was supposed to lead. I would dabble here and there with birthday cards and photography, but even then there was hesitation to share it.
Due to the last year of inner work, my desire has been reignited. The critique in my head telling me I am not good enough still likes to raise its voice from time to time. Slowly, I am learning to turn its volume down.
Back to the meditation where I ask this successful version of myself for advice.
I sit in silence.
The name “Hayden” jumps into my mind.
I don’t know any Haydens so I ask “ How do I find Hayden?”
The reply — “SkillShare”.
The meditation continues and feelings of elated joy and bliss ensue. Goosebumps spread all over my arms and legs. I am feeling excited.
Just over a year ago I would have laughed my arse off at hearing anyone tell me this story! Glady I am no longer that person.
As the meditation finished, I was very eager to get to my computer.
Then, I hesitated.
It all felt too surreal.
Was I just making it up?
If I hear the voice, isn’t the voice just me?
At this point, I had serious questions if all this inner talk was going to send me into a straight jacket.
Eh…just give it a go. Trust the process. Stay amused. I tell myself.
Off to the computer.
I type Hayden into the SkillShare search field. Enter….

Hayden is an Illustrator & Designer. Ok well, how about that. Attention sparked.
The staff pick catches my eye — Teach Yourself to Draw Anything.
I wait a day until I watch it. Still nervous from the process I used to discover this class.
Hayden delivers a golden nugget of practice I know I need to embody — a 30-minute drawing practice.
I am still to make it a daily habit, BUT I am working on it.
Do I tell Hayden? My inner voice tells me to hold off for a year or so. By then I will have made it a daily habit and have progressed with my skills. By then I hope to be able to communicate better on the topic. Without coming off as a mad woman requiring before mentioned straight jacket.
I am still a little weirded out by the process although I am extremely elated to have a stepping stone to focus on.
Far off in the back of my mind, I keep the knowledge that quantum jumping is a powerful tool. I believe I need to be more comfortable as “me” before I dig it out and try it again.
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