My conversations with God

And HE said to me: “It’s always this way.
1. You are always on the best path no matter what you see or believe. Your mind will always stay in your way and it will say all kinds of stuff. But even this is good because you slowly learn to pay attention to what your mind is saying and you will feel it’s not true. How can you not accept this path, when you know it is the best for you and it brings you everything you ever wanted?! And why wouldn’t you? Everything you do is waiting, and you are in pain, you suffer and you are stuck and so on. You delay everything, you are choosing to suffer.
It’s like you ask for something, and I show you the way, I light the path in front of you, and you are complaining that in the way to everything you want there are too many rocks, too many trees, there is no sunshine, or your road is twisted. Walk! Let everything just be. Look only in front of you. You can find beauty in everything, and the faith and confidence are inside of you. I don’t ask you to believe in ME but in yourself. You know exactly what you want. Accept the path and enjoy it. It was never about the destination. Your path will change and you haven’t tasted it, enjoyed it, smelled it enough. Enjoy it, now, my love. Come this way. This is the only way to enjoy the destination too.
There is no happy destination without a happy journey. When you arrive at your desired destination, you will want something else. The destinations are changing, these are the most shallow desires, these last the least. The journeys are everything, you know that. YOU’VE LEARNED THAT. When you arrive, you enjoy it a little bit, you breathe, and then you focus on the next destination. And this is the reason you are feeling that everything is lost, and you don’t have the time to live, to savor life. The destinations are ephemeral and they change so fast that sometimes you forget them. But the journeys are amazing!! The path is what grants you joy and satisfaction and fulfillment and memories.
Ah, your wishes, I know them all. You’ve told me about them, hundreds of times. You’ve created and refined them and you’re doing this every day. I hear very well, you know. And all of them are done deals. I am not interested in your reasons — why do you want money or travel or anything at all. These are your wishes and I am always in agreement with you. I am delighted!! This is what I admire at people. They have the most amazing desires. I can’t wait to fulfill them. Instantly.
But don’t forget. This is how life passes you by. Desires, destinations, wishes, dramas. Ok. And what? You’ve reached some pinpoints in your life, you did great. What is between these points is far more important. more durable. more intense, more sensual, more magic. the journey, the path gives you the zest, the purpose, the love, and the importance that you are so looking for.
The purpose is not to get ‘there’. The purpose is to enjoy your life and the path that leads you ‘there’. Because at the moment you arrive, another “there” appears and you start a new journey. Basically, you are on the road nonstop. And if this road is not happy, no ‘there’ will make you happy. If your journey is an effort, ‘there’ will be an effort. You know this so well!!
2. Alignment, ya right. A word like any other word made by people. You are always in alignment. You are a part of ME, you are with ME and I am with you, all the time. Yes, even when you are suffering and crying, and even when you are mad and angry. I will not ever leave your side. In every moment, I am showing you the way. I always have your back.
If you are willing to let go of the drama and the needs and the rush just for a little bit, you will see — the path is fun and easy and beautiful. Please, find something good on your way, and other good things will show up. THIS is alignment. Be like ME — see something good in everything and everyone and have some great time doing that. No matter what others have taught you, I have a lot of fun!! I’m having an amazing time. I laugh, I enjoy and I celebrate YOU ALL. Ah, and your wishes. You see, the alignment is MY WORK. You just have to feel ME inside of you, near you, all around you. And you have to do what I do — find something to celebrate, something to laugh about, something to play with.
Isn’t it more fun to NOT KNOW? this is the adventure!! this is joy. not knowing, letting ME align the cooperative components for you and you just have a great time. I am super happy to do everything for you and see you happy. Oh, if you knew everything, you would have to take so many decisions, to calculate every possibility, to make shit happen. And I don’t want that. I want for you all the happiness, to feel good, to play, to have the time to invent and create things, to have adventures and joy. Let everything else to Me.
Let ME surprise you!
THIS IS THE ADVENTURE! Be like me, because YOU are ME. enjoy, laugh, be happy, invent, create, design, have fun, find something good and beautiful in everything, let it be easy. let ME fulfill your desires. let ME have your back. let ME do the work. to align. to deliver.
3. Vibration is the language. If I were to follow the words you use, hahahahahaha. It will be some crazy shit out there. I follow what is in your heart. I follow what YOU feel. More than that — feeling your emotions is the best guiding system you have. How cool is that! It’s like that game with “cold-hot”. If you are feeling good, it’s hotter, you’re closer to what you want. If you’re feeling bad, it’s colder, and it means that your mind stopped in the middle of your path, with a hand on her hip, telling you some cold sentences. If you feel bad, you and not far away from your desires, you haven’t lost your way, It’s just your mind, obstructing your vision. That’s all.
This mind of yours, I gave it to you to create worlds, to imagine things unseen before. It’s a very sophisticated computer that stores intel. And sometimes it hangs on data, on the past, on analysis, on all sorts of things. Yeap, your own mind resets itself and it stays there, in the middle of your path, complaining that she is bored, she doesn’t know what to do, that she can’t do it. Hahaha. Isn’t that so cool?! It’s your job to make your mind move her ass, to assure her that everything is ok, to give her a reason, an impulse, to give her new data, to show here a purpose, to calm her down, and to focus her in the direction of your dream.
I always know how you feel, you just can’t stop feeling emotions. Yeap, even when you are in a “void”. This void doesn’t exist, it’s just resistance. You always feel something. And I know this, I hear this. And I am not judging. I love what you feel, I love you for those emotions, no matter what they are. They are great! It’s our language. We create together through this.
When you are feeling good and you like what’s around you and enjoy life as it is -> we are going together, full speed ahead. You see, you feel, you receive, you allow.
When you are not feeling so good, it means that your mind is again in the middle of the road, spewing some old shits and fears. That’s all. It’s a glitch. Calm her, be nice to her, love her for her message, and gently guide her to the easiest better feeling thought.
You always know what you don’t like, what you don’t want. This way, you know what you do want instead, how you want to feel, what you desire next.
I present you *all the time* some possibilities, but you have the last decision, you choose what you like more. And be aware — your mind has an old, misfit, not updated catalog. Your mind only knows what was already created. You can choose anything. created or not. I show you many possibilities, you can choose them or invent some new ones. And this is the adventure. This is our game to play.”
Thank you!
Huge love & hugs,
Ioana
