My Cat Adelaide
A Heart of Memories
Adelaide was ten and a half years old when laid to rest. Tigress by nature and by looks. She was “Queen of the Nile” and oozed the majestic aura that she had with every step.
Sultry and beautiful, lean with long, dark tiger stripes throughout her muscular body, her green eyes glowed and widened when she looked up, and her eyes turned into slits when she purred happily. Her thick fur bushed out over her eyes giving the look of eyebrows, and age.
Her pointed ears stood straight up, as definite as her wisdom and beauty. She was wise enough to hear my frantic voice, and my tired voice, leaving me to myself. She was brave enough to show her emotions, kicking over a basket when she was not getting the attention she deserved. She was agile and fluid when chasing objects and trapped her prey quite readily when she played. She was smart enough to answer when I’d call her as I had lost her one time from our yard, and only by calling her and her returning my calls, did I find her in a neighbor’s yard several houses away playing with children.
Marvelous and precious to me, she was always the leader among her two cat siblings at home, and it was Adelaide that trained them to follow her out the door, even in the snow where they didn’t want to go. She was meant to lead and be adventurous, always on the lookout for prey. I imagine now that she leads all the heavenly strays that never had a home and shows them how to be regal and how to have manners when you dine. You would find her sitting to have her meals served before they arrived, waiting patiently for the feast. She never gobbled her food, but ate like a lady, and cleaned up well. She gave me comfort on bad days and she was always good company. She purred incessantly and with such vigor that when she laid on my chest, the strength and rhythm of her life would lull me to sleep.
It’s hard being without her and I find it very difficult each day to know she’s really gone. Last night I dreamt she was very close to me, so close I could see her heart beating next to mine. Memories of her are always with me, against my leg and in the next room walking by, sitting atop her favorite piece of furniture in the living room nestled among the pillows, curled into a ball. My head is in her lap now. I can no longer hold her the way I used to, but she is now holding me telling me I’m still the best mother and friend she ever had. She was vocal and meowed often making me breathe easier. Remembering her calls makes me happy to think of her. But though it’s only a soft whisper now, each whisper says she’s okay and in a special place where there is no pain. Her memory comforts me every day.






