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The website content reflects on the author's personal sexual awakening and evolving tastes in film, with a particular focus on how movies and stars have influenced their sexual desires and fantasies.

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The author shares a nostalgic reflection on how the allure of movies and their stars shaped their early understanding of sex, from watching old-style pornography with friends to being captivated by the on-screen presence of actors like John Travolta and Gérard Depardieu. They discuss the impact of films like "Going Places" and "The Rocky Horror Picture Show" on their sexual imagination, emphasizing the role of these cinematic experiences in forming their adult desires. The author also touches on the societal influence of reality TV and the current state of television and film, expressing a preference for older movies that allow for deeper engagement with the characters and scenes. The piece concludes with a list of movie stars who have captured the author's admiration and a call to subscribe for more content.

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  • The author values the open discussions about sex that arose from watching pornographic movies at a young age, which helped them become comfortable with expressing their sexual desires.
  • They find the incorporation of narrative in older pornographic films, despite their comedic value and lack of arousal, to be a notable aspect of their sexual education.
  • The author is intrigued by the taboo and depraved actions depicted in the French film "Going Places," particularly a scene involving breastfeeding, which they find sexually compelling.
  • Glam rock and "The Rocky Horror Picture Show" significantly influenced the author's desires, leading to a particular interest in men wearing lingerie, a fantasy they were able to experience with their partner.
  • The author appreciates the depth and resonance of films like "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind," recommending it to readers and drawing attention to its thematic exploration of relationships and memory.
  • They express a critical view of modern television and film, which they believe prioritize quick-fire action over storytelling and character development.
  • The author holds a nostalgic admiration for a range of movie stars from different eras, including Robert Downey Jr., Daniel Day Lewis, and Keanu Reeves, among others.
  • The piece ends with a personal invitation to readers to share their own favorite film stars and to subscribe for future content from the author.

Mmm Mondays

Movies & Stars to Perv Over

When I first saw John Travolta swaggering down the street in Saturday Night Fever I was quite young. But to me, the way he walked looked like sex.

I have often written how I was lucky enough to watch old style porn movies with a bunch of friends, guys and girls, when I was a teenager.

I say lucky because it meant I started talking about sex in detail from a young age. Consequently, I have never been scared of asking what I want sexually from a guy. But just because you ask does not mean you get!

These porn movies were hilariously bad. But looking back I kind of liked them. They were not all about the act. Most had some shifty story entwined. To be honest, the sex was not sexy at all. So they never turned me on. The guys penises were oversized, and nothing particularly enterprising went on — sex wise. Mainly intercourse. The men always seemed to ejaculate in her vagina. So not very enlightening, but still it is an experience I am glad I had.

Side — When I first saw John Travolta swaggering down the street in Saturday Night Fever I was quite young. But to me, the way he walked looked like sex.

A movie that had a huge impact on my kinky mind — yet a kink I will never experience — is Going Places. A French film staring Gérard Depardieu. The two main characters are depraved in many ways. This was one of the reasons I was so taken with the film. The way they treated women is abhorrent but compelling to watch. One scene that has been at the heart of many a sexual fantasy of mine is when one of them feasts on the breast milk of a young mother. I am not sure quite why I found this extremely hot. I have never been overly maternal but in my mind there is something incredibly sexy about an adult taking sustenance and pleasure from a breast simultaneously…

Being a kid when glam rock ruled the world very much influenced my desires. I became a massive fan of — The Rocky Horror Picture Show. Too young to have seen it when the amazing Tim Curry played the lead, I still managed to get my fill by buying the movie and the LP. Not to mention, dressing up and attending any theatre production that I could get to.

I became so obsessed with this kind of scene — men in lingerie — that it became very much a desire of mine for a guy to dress up like that for me. My partner did a few years ago. And it was wonderful. He’s a very creative, artistic individual with an ego. So he pulled it off brilliantly.

When Jim Carrey started out I was not a fan. But his talent won through, and in the past I have watched quite a few of his movies.

The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind was incredible and I resonated with the content. If you have not yet seen it then put aside some time to do just that. Nikolaos Skordilis agrees with me, and he wrote this inspired by the film.

Side — The Truman Show is so dreadfully sad, more over because when it was released reality TV was not a ‘smash’. Now so many actually choose to live in the Truman Show for their five minutes of fame.

Nowadays, I don’t really watch much TV. I think many programs are simply attempting to brainwash us. As for modern films, well they never seem to linger on a scene long enough for me to remain interested. Many reel out a succession of quick fire action shots. I am sure there are the exceptions but I would rather watch an older file, read, or write — than subject my self to a barrage of over stimulation.

Movie stars I have perved over in the past:

  • Robert John Downey Jr.
  • Daniel Day Lewis
  • Sean Young
  • Rutger Hauer
  • Tim Curry
  • Rosanna Arquette
  • River Phoenix
  • Keanu Reeves
  • David Tennant
  • Al Pacino
  • Donald Sutherland
  • Christian Slater
  • Joseph Gordon-Levitt

Bless them all, and their millions

Would love to know your favourite film stars — Zatanna Dark, Sonja Glucksberg, Raine Lore, F. Leonora Solomon, Bob Merckel, Dianne Herbert and Marsha Adams

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