avatarKira Dawn

Summary

The website content is a personal essay by Kira Dawn, who describes herself as "The Gorgeous Mess," exploring themes of spirituality, mental health, individuality, and her complex relationship with societal norms.

Abstract

Kira Dawn, also known as "The Gorgeous Mess," shares an introspective piece that delves into her spiritual journey, her love for God, and her struggles with societal expectations. She discusses her experiences with darkness and suicidal thoughts, juxtaposing them with her sarcastic nature and disinterest in feminism. Kira openly expresses her disdain for bullies, her support for personal freedom, and her multifaceted personality, which she says is often misunderstood. She invites readers to not take her too seriously and to appreciate the playful and imaginative aspects of her character. The essay concludes with a call to explore more of her work at her publication, "medium.com/the-intoxicating-unhinged-mind."

Opinions

  • Kira acknowledges her life as a "Gorgeous Mess," suggesting a complex and beautiful chaos that defines her existence.
  • She emphasizes that her spirituality and love for God were not accidental but rather a profound and intentional part of her life.
  • Kira reveals a darker side of herself, touching on themes of suicide and depression, while also asserting her strength and resilience.
  • She identifies as sarcastic and non-conformist, challenging readers' perceptions and expectations of her.
  • Kira expresses her dislike for bullies, equating them with weakness and acknowledging the harmful impact they can have on others.
  • She embraces her individuality and encourages others to support who they are, free from societal constraints.
  • Kira's essay reflects a duality in her personality, with a playful side that enjoys imagination and a serious side that stands against injustice.
  • She makes it clear that she values personal growth and diversity in conversation, avoiding repetition and seeking novel topics.
  • Kira's writing suggests a desire for readers to understand her multifaceted nature without judging her based on singular aspects of her personality.

Misunderstood.

Call A Spade A Spade.

Photo taken from Pixabay Website.

Rewind It

I want to remind everybody

Of the Gorgeous Mess I am and what that means to me.

I love God

Spirituality

That did not happen serendipitously

When I wasn’t looking God Found me

You have recently seen me go on leave

The Gorgeous Mess has the Ace up her sleeve

I take you to a darker side

Come along let’s take a ride

I know I mention suicide

I’m drifting away with the shifting tides

I aim high and land somewhere in between

My sarcastic nature

Starts to rip at the seams

This Is She

I am one sarcastic bitch

I also am not a feminist

Does that make you like me less?

Oh btw I am wearing black nail polish

Nothing that I say is really as it seems

Life is after all but a dream

Snap of a finger and then it’s over

Fuck I’m glad I’m sober

I am all for supporting who I am

Who I choose to be, well that is me

I hate bullies; weakest of us all

Like I always like to say pride before the fall

Bullies leave people feeling suicidal

Come over here bitch I am homicidal

I know nobody is used to this profile

Sometimes I have to unleash the beast

It’s not like she is on speed dial

I can’t tell you why I am this way

I can’t talk about the same topic each and every day

It gets so redundant

So I use my imagination

Oh shit! Did you see that?

I am the Flying Nun.

Now I am Annie Oakley all I am missing is my gun.

What is my plea?

Please don’t take me seriously.

I like to play.

Although it may be forbidden.

Garden of Eden

No apple shall be bitten

Two sides to me

That express my individuality.

Faith in Jesus

Spirituality

Time to gamble

Make me leave

The Gorgeous Mess has the ace up her sleeve.

Kira Dawn a.k.a. The Gorgeous Mess

Copyright 2020. All Rights Reserved.

Poetry
Spirituality
Identity
Self
Bullying
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