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Summary

The poem "Miss Stress" recounts a man's emotional journey through infidelity and its consequences, leading to a realization of self-deception and a longing for redemption.

Abstract

"Miss Stress" is a narrative poem that delves into the life of a man seeking solace from domestic tension by engaging with another woman, Miss Stress. Initially, he is enticed by her allure and the temporary escape she offers from his troubles at home. However, as their relationship deepens, he becomes ensnared in a cycle of deceit, addiction, and emotional turmoil. The poem reflects on the destructive nature of infidelity, the loss of self-worth, and the resulting chaos it brings to his life. In the aftermath, the protagonist is left to confront the consequences of his actions, including the betrayal of his wedding vows and the erosion of his integrity. The poem concludes with a moment of introspection and a plea for forgiveness, as he acknowledges his mistakes and commits to a path of personal redemption and fidelity.

Opinions

  • The author conveys a personal struggle with temptation and the subsequent regret and realization that comes from giving in to it.
  • There is a clear condemnation of infidelity, portraying it as a source of stress and misery that ultimately leads to the deterioration of one's moral compass.
  • The poem suggests that the protagonist's actions are a form of self-sabotage, as he exchanges long-term happiness for short-term pleasure.
  • The narrative implies that true contentment lies in honoring one's commitments and finding peace within oneself and one's existing relationships.
  • The poem reflects on the power of words and manipulation in seduction, highlighting how easily one can be led astray by flattery and charm.
  • It emphasizes the importance of self-awareness and personal accountability in overcoming life's challenges without resorting to self-destructive behaviors.

Miss Stress

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Miss Stress A Poem

Sore feet from walking, but my shoes ain’t tight. Heart aching from trying to bring home the bacon. To make matters worst, I got my lady at home working my nerves.

Awww! I Gotta a brainstorm. I’ll Find temporary relief in a new Miss in the streets. Not my brightest idea, I gotta admit. Hey! But, Whatever, it’s a new year, and I’m on some new issh.

My bright idea came in a black bulb, you know, club lights for lonely nights. Miss Stress. Her name should’ve given me a clue about what I was getting into.

Miss Stress, you might’ve a seen her before. Fine, supposedly. Understanding as can be, listening to all my gripes and complaints. Confused the reality outta me, then invited the hell in me. The opposite of what I had at home.

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It all started with a subtly thought, what’s wrong with coffee or tea? What harm could there be? Nothing, right? We all gotta eat. So, why am I uptight? I don’t know, something inside just didn’t feel right.

Slowly a root of bitterness started growing in me. Weeds just needed a little dirt to grow before they started strangling my soul. You know how them weeds grow, they unbelievable!

I stated getting a little ass crack from her throwing it back, gripping her hips. Smoking trees all day, blowing my life away. Till them weeds started suffocating my being, desecrating my lips. Choking my heart, I was in some deep Shhhhhh!!!!

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Her name should’ve given me a clue about what was in-store, STRESS.

Sneaking away in the middle of the night, supposedly to avoid a fight, knowing it wasn’t right; telling myself all sorts of lies, scared to look myself in the eyes.

Miss Stress was cool, she had done this before; she made Bitter water sweet and stolen water taste like honey. She had crafty intent, now all my money is spent.

Miss Stress didn’t twist my arm or drag me along, she had a way with words and I was hypnotized by the melody of her voice, the sway of her hips and voluptuous lips.

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Her words were like fine lyrics and I was the hook, singing along, bopping my head to the chorus in her song. All the while being led to the grave like a slave. My lust deceived me. My greed mis-leaded me, one women should’ve been enough. Who can you trust?

Wedding vows broken, now my pillow is soaking, all from deceit and sex in the streets. Enticed from the start I should’ve guarded my heart. Now I got all these issues in my life, so much misery and strife. What’s a man left to do?

Now my Miss Stress is long gone, she left me alone with the words that I write, while I lay awake in my bed in the middle of the night.

A distant memory thoughts of her were once so close to me. I fall to my knees and pray, lord please take this pain away and I will follow you, this time I promise to be true.

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You know the prayers we make when we come home late after having too much to drink and we spill our guts on the throne. But, I wasn’t drunk this time. I was sick of this shhhh! Trying to quiet these voices in my head, that cause sleepless nights, shameful days, and grieving evenings. There is no feeling as pleasing and relieving, as staying at home, instead of trying to bone-n-roam.

I was a man with pride, integrity, and dignity. But, I wasn’t loving me or Miss Stress. With a heart full of hostility, I forgot who I was MAD at it was probably me.

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