avatarDilbag Singh

Summary

The website content reflects a personal essay grappling with existential questions about life, the purpose of existence, the role of God and religion, and the dichotomy between luck and karma.

Abstract

The author of the article delves into the discomfort of 3 AM thoughts, pondering the significance of actions in the face of mortality and the transient nature of existence. They express a struggle to reconcile with the impermanence of life and the universe, questioning the purpose of pain and the creation of the world. The essay also challenges the concept of God as a being who demands praise and the logic behind diverse religions. The author reflects on the nature of a "nice life," considering different paths such as wealth, power, spirituality, or simplicity, and wonders about the essentials of life. The piece further explores the tension between belief in karma and the observation of unfair life outcomes, acknowledging the confusion and hurt caused by real-life experiences. The author invites readers to share their perspectives on these profound questions.

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  • The author feels that their existence is temporary and questions the point of life if everything is impermanent.
  • They are skeptical about the purpose of praising God and the necessity of different religions, suggesting a critique of organized religion.
  • The author is uncertain about the definition of a good life, weighing the value of wealth, power, spirituality, and normalcy.
  • There is a belief in karma, yet the existence of spoiled rich brats and the suffering of innocent babies challenges this belief.
  • The essay conveys a sense of frustration and confusion about the unfairness of life outcomes, contrasting luck and karma.
  • The author is open to dialogue and seeks answers or shared views from readers regarding these existential musings.

Mine 3 AM uncomfortable thoughts

The questions which google can not answer.

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I want to write a poem about it, but I know I will not found a rhyme or voice for it. So, I am just writing this article to scribe these thoughts here.

My existence and temporary life

Whenever I try to find some excuse to not do anything, the first most thing that comes to my mind is, it does not matter if I do this or not, who cares and after all, this day will not come again, and I will die someday, and nobody will care, they will remember me for few days, years but after that, nobody will ever know if I existed or not. I try to accept it positively, but I can not. I accept nothing is permanent in this world, everything must change, nothing is immortal not even earth, the universe but it does not make any sense to me. If nothing can stay forever, why we have this world, why we live all this pain, and something that will result in nothing in the end. Some times I feel maybe we are either a gift by nature or its most beautiful creation after thousand of the year of evolution it made something like us, most complete but still not perfect. Everything around me is evolved with a million-year history and all this will end too, then what is the sense in it to create whole this universe.

God and religion

Why god want me to sing his praise ????

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why every religion want me to sing prayers and let god hear me? the god created me so that he can hear his praise from me, he want to hear that I need his help, if he is everywhere can not he help me without asking.

Is the god a psychopath, egoist, and narcissist that he gave me a life and now wants me to love him unconditionally even he keeps hurting me?

why he made all these religions, with such difference? and even if these are man-made why he gave them different inspirations for it.

If God can hear me, why not just talk with me, why should not I enjoy this world, things, and hormones he gave me rather than just singing his prayer? and after all what I want to know like you all “Do god even exist or not”.

Which is a nice life?

Living like bill gates or like a top army chief or a saint life or a normal life. I have this one life and do not know the directions which I should choose.

What is necessary in life and what is not, should I survive or not.

Luck Vs Karma

I believe in karma but then exist rich spoiled brats exist.what they did to get this life nothing, yes they have their issues with their life, but not the same as a homeless person or someone like me who can have big dreams but can not have them. Some babies just die after their birth, at a very little age, what karma they did wrong or their parents. I do not understand all these, there are many more questions I have in my mind, sometimes I want to read holly scriptures of all the religions but what happens in real life does not make any sense to me once I am hurt.

I do not know why I am writing this, maybe I am looking for any answer here or just want to write it.

if you feel you have an answer to these questions feel free to share your views.

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