Being Known / July Prompt / Imagine
Living the Life
A poem
Did I imagine this or was it a gift from the unknown? A question with no answer.
But, here I am, where I should be, was meant to be, a home beyond my imagination, a life beyond my dreams.
Was my imagination that grand, that full and complete, even when tainted with depression?
Or, perhaps, my imagination exists in a world of its own, dreaming of what could be while I’m stuck in what is.
Maybe my imagination is the blood that flows, keeping me alive when I don’t want to be, calculating steps to a future I can’t create, being the inspiration I can’t feel, leading the way on a path I can’t see.
Maybe . . . imagination is the mother holding me to her breast, whispering loving words and praying for the best.
Maybe . . . imagination is the mother I never had.
I write often about my mother dying when I was an infant. I never knew her but always sensed her presence. I feel the same about imagination. Never one for goals and believing in a rosy future, I did what I had to do, day in and day out, never expecting more than I had.
But, like my mother, imagination was here. Hidden. Silent. Ghostly. Hoping for the best while working to knit a path to something better.
It took many years but we got here — imagination, Mother, and me.
© Dennett 2021
With gratitude to Galit Birk, PhD for allowing me to be a writer for her lovely publication Being Known and for her July prompt, Imagination:
