Life Sucks
How hard it seems when everyone wants a piece of you?
Yeah!
I’m addicted to making use of these two words once or twice every day. There is nothing to be astonished about it because time comes when you’re fed up with everything around you. It can be considered as another atrocious facet of life.
Sometimes you need a break from everything you do, which is more like to be known as your “fucking routine”. You are trapped in this so-called “family trap” that it seems like Naah… this is not something I have ever imagined or would love to do for the rest of my life.
So, where I am? I guess I’m not lost because I’ve started anticipating the unexpected, I’ve learned to make things happen on my own, I’ve become the part of an unavoidable politics but still, I know how to handle hauteur and arrogant people around me. Well, things are good enough to make myself realize that my efforts are getting paid off. There is someone who keeps an eye on me and makes me powerful and audacious. That power is unknown and omniscient.
How hard it seems when everyone wants a piece of you?
It’s impossible to please everyone and things become worse when they are highly self-centered and haughty.
Some people are deft and niggard and they help us in learning cunningness in life. Some people are straight-forward and prudent and they help us in learning how to become vivid and gallant. In the past six months or might be more than that, I haven’t written anything. I was running from pillar to post and lived more like an effigy.
Today, when I’m at peace and want to figure out what all I have seen and learned in the past. As someone has rightly said, “Time flies and leaves its shadow behind”. I can see myself as a different person altogether. It happens because we cannot pretend to be the same person every day. Life teaches us one lesson every day and how we’re going to implement it completely depends on us.
I haven’t done something extra-ordinary and highly admiring but this feeling of self-discovery makes me happy. We all are in quest of something in our life but few things make us realize our worth.
Few of us believe in faith but still, they are hopeless, A few of us believe in love but still, they don’t get affection and care they feel they deserve, few of us believe in freedom but they are the prisoners of their guilt.
I’m the one who has learned this art of believing and healing. I believe in what exists for me and how shall I make it worth a while. I have learned this art of accepting things when people just wish to remain unchanged. It surely gives me immense pleasure and satisfaction. This is a long journey and there are many things to learn and experience ahead. I used to think that why people become the slave of their deeds? But there are other things also which enslaves us as we try to move ahead and become free.
Just think about it!
*Life sucks ramblings of my mind come from when I was 25 years old.
Gurpreet Dhariwal is the author of “My Soul Rants: Poems of a Born Spectator.” Her eBook is now available at Google PlayStore, Amazon, and Kindle. Connect with Gurpreet on LinkedIn, Twitter, Instagram, Facebook, or Youtube