Last Words of a Rejected Man
Speaking Truth to Love, Desiree
Dear Desiree, these are my last words since you have refused to respond to the genuine love I believe we have for each other.
You have been dishonest and insincere in your words and actions. You have been hurt by cheating words before, Desiree, so why be so dishonest with me?
Today’s incident showed your deep selfishness when you just went off with your new lover even though you knew I was waiting for you since 6.45 am. Our talk this afternoon allowed us finally to agree on the final solution to walk away from each other’s life.
I have very few words left to say to you, my beloved Desiree. I accept that you no longer need me nor want me. And you have quickly forgotten the recent times when I was the only one to stand by you and help you when you needed someone who failed to be there for you.
It pains and saddens me that you have also forgotten that your happiest times were all with me by your side. We were so happy together, Desiree, so what happened? We can be really happy together forever!
Your response to the reality of our first kiss on New Year’s Eve, which confirmed your true feelings for me deep inside you, has been one of continual denial. My tremendous love for you is more than sufficient for both of us … your love for me can grow gradually as time passes, Desiree, if only you are prepared to give it a chance to develop. Some loving feelings have already taken root, as you knew, and you can let them nurture.
Instead, you harden your heart and have decided to just walk away without a word, my beloved Desiree!
Your ingratitude and non-appreciation of all that I did for you hurt me deeply like a knife driven directly into my heart!
I write the following with great sadness and pain, knowing that they may hurt your true feelings for me, Desiree. However, they will not hurt you if you have absolutely no feelings of love for me at all!
Your ingratitude and selfishness in response to all I have done for you, when others who pretended to love you more had actually failed and disappointed you, are the unkindest cuts into my body and soul! Losing you has been unbearably painful, my beloved Desiree, but my deep love for you can and will withstand them all!
Your deep selfishness in withholding your love from me makes you dishonest and insincere in love. You have deliberately hurt me, the only person who loves you unconditionally and in a purely non-physical manner!
When you had nothing in a strange new land, remember who came to your side to help you, Desiree?
My love for you is unconditional, beloved Desiree. It does not and did not depend on you. You clearly do not deserve nor do you appreciate such unconditional love such as mine for you. And yet, I remain deeply in love with you. THIS IS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, Desiree!
I know that you have not been loved like this before, Desiree!
Nothing that you have done to me by hurting me, rejecting me, and denying your true feelings for me, will change or diminish my true unconditional love for you. I am still only a phone call and 30 mins away when you need me.
Trust me this — I will remain THE ONLY PERSON you can count on anytime and anywhere for anything! Those who have failed you before will fail you again many times more, Desiree! Believe me — only I will not fail you or disappoint you … and this is my promise to you!
Enough said, my dearest Desiree!
It is my blessing and privilege to love you, Desiree. I am so blessed to be able to love you truly and tremendously deep in my soul as I will always do. I am sorry that your self-esteem does not regard yourself to be as special as my soul, heart and eyes have beholden you.
You are always a special and wonderfully beautiful woman to me — You are so pure and beautiful in your soul as in your physical looks … and I have never regarded you in any moment at all as the “other woman” of a married man as his mistress and sleeping mate! You deserve and can have a much higher level of self-respect and self-esteem, Desiree!
I thank our God daily for blessing me by bringing you into my life, but I have also prayed on my knees in tears and painful reluctance as God removes you from my life in accordance with your wish and desire to deny our love. My great deep love for you cannot force you to love me!
I realize that since I love you with His love, you can only love me by allowing God’s love to fill your heart and your soul. You can only love me with the selfless love of Christ! A selfish and ungrateful heart cannot respond to my truly genuine love, my dearest Desiree.
These are my last words … until when you need me again. And you will always need someone you can count on, dearest Desiree!
I do hope you are able one day to accept the true genuine love such as mine that you truly deserve. When though having found it, you have great difficulty responding to and being grateful for it. Do be safe and walk in His amazing Grace, my dearest Desiree.
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