KiKi Channels a Part of My Akashic Record
A Profound, Unexpected Message through KiKi
A few days after I wrote —
I was looking at the photo from the first story and wondered if KiKi would send me a message or visit me in Dreamtime.
When I woke I saw that she had given me / channeled a life I had once wanted to lead. My dream was to become a writer/director of films. It was nearly the 1970s — the New Wave of Cinema in the United States.
My High School Guidance Counselor was afraid to tell me that my SAT scores were too low. They were too low because I had to point at each word to read it — I have dyslexia. I was too slow in finishing the SATs — thus the low score.
She invited me to the Guidance Counselor Lounge so she could be supported by her peers to hand down summary judgment. Where was my support? Where was my advocate? The message from all the guidance counselors — as I perceived it was —
Your too stupid to get a BA — in so many words.
I felt them thinking that of me, thinking I was a dolt and an idiot when I knew I was not. At best they pitied me. And that I “should settle for a BFA (Bachelor of Fine Arts) in film.” And that I would not make it into a Bachelor of Arts or Sciences in undergraduate school.
When I got home I was so furious at them I ripped up my application to film school at NYU. I was going to prove to them I could get a BA. I ended up going to Clark University — which at the time was amongst the top 20 schools in the US. I graduated with a 3.2 cumulative average not great — but not bad.
I found college lacking and I wanted a different kind of education.
I did not go to film school. But I continued to write. I wrote and pitched a screenplay to a Hollywood Agent. He wasn’t interested in my romantic comedy about a love affair with the first woman President and the Russian Premier because he said — “We’re friends with the Russians now. What else have you got?” I didn’t have anything else at the time (a lesson learned). That was 1987.
Akashic Record of me as a Film Director
Thank you KiKi for directing me to experience my life as it might have been if I had gone to NYU Film School.
I moved to the Big Apple. I spent my first two years at the NYU Film School. I wrote a spec script that Marty Scorsese wanted to option but was busy with other films. Instead, he sent it to Spielberg. I transferred to USC Film School. The script was optioned around LA but was never made. In the meantime, I graduated from USC and started directing pilots and television episodes. I wrote a feature called “Romance of the Century” and directed it with Otto Preminger as the Producer. It was nominated for four Oscars including Best Director, Best Original Screenplay, Best Picture, and Best Female Actor. We didn’t win any. I directed another picture, a psychological thriller. Suddenly I was one of the hottest directors in Hollywood.
I got married twice, no children. And was divorced. I drank too much. I was lonely outside work. I had two flops after having made five top-grossing pictures. I started boozing and snorting cocaine. I died from an OD on a cocktail of drugs and alcohol. It was February 1990. I was 39 years old.
Waking Up
When I woke, I was happy to be alive. I realized I had taken the right path after all. Or maybe my path as a healer found me.
I thanked KiKi for channeling the Dreamtime experience to me. It was a great experience.
Thank you for joining me in the adventures of KiKi The Channeler Cat. Blessings, Passion, and Grace on your journey. May whatever your looking for — find you.
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