Just Sitting
A limerick on a non-meditation
Once a man began a non-practice called “just sitting”.
It had no specific rules–an unusual way of meditating.
When it came to real confrontation,
he was overwhelmed with suffocation.
He ran out of fear to his toilet and ended up “just shitting”.
Jokes apart, just sitting is also called ‘Zazen’ or ‘Shikantaza’. It is a form of sitting where you aren’t required to find any silence or control thoughts or anything at all. Instead, you are allowed to just let time pass with whatever comes up. Everything is allowed to sort out on its own.
If you are tormented by excessive negative and fearful thoughts, you do not have to try hard to control or stop them or solve them or focus on breath, instead, you let them play out freely; allowing the energy that serves those thoughts to be burned out. Thoughts, as well as physical tensions, fears, doubts, shame, guilt, bodily contractions, etc, are allowed to come up and get burned on their own.
It is much like the below quote, you allow the mind to play out and settle on its own.
“Muddy water is best cleared by leaving it alone.” — Alan Watts.
When we are fully trapped in negative thoughts of any kind, we naturally try to suppress or control them, or even worse waste time trying to figure out a solution within the same thinking mind. In this non-practice, we are allowing the mind momentum to reduce on its own. It can sound a bit risky because we are so used to control methods (which might work for some people). Here we are open to whatever comes up during the sitting; sitting with eyes open(inner eyes) nothing else.
“We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them.” — Albert Einstein
As per the Einstien quote, we might as well stop hoping and start sitting.
I found a great explanation of this non-practice here (both in text and audio format):
“It is better to have the mind of a wily fox than to follow the way of Hinayana self-control.” — Source
