It’s Now or Never
From now on, I’ll be writing for me

Today, I’m committing to the writing career I’ve always wanted — Mine.
Not the writing that generates profits for my clients, promotes brands, increases market share and secures editorial features, but the writing I love.
I’ve always told my children to do what makes them happy and never take a job for the money. What a hypocrite.
Now, ever so belatedly, it’s time to heed my own advice.
It’s not the sensible option — Far from it. But, in my experience, being sensible all the time can weigh heavily stifling creativity and personal ambition.
Sometimes, you’ve just got to suppress sensible and shake things up.
Today, I’m doing that.
There will be risks
As we brace ourselves mentally for a second lockdown in the UK, it also borders on recklessness.
Yet, I’m standing firm and taking a positive view. I’ll use all the additional available time at my disposal to read extensively, learn comprehensively and write avidly. After all, it’s going to take time and perseverance.
I’m not deluding myself. I know the risks better than most from experience, but if I don’t do it now, I also know I’ll regret it.
I’m well aware what it feels like to fail. I’ve made more than my share of mistakes and lost more than one business over the years and a family home.
Those experiences will help me appreciate more about life and enable me to become a better writer as a result.
I’m going into this with my eyes open and fully prepared for the setbacks and rejections I know will follow. They’ll serve as learning mechanisms.
Not on our own
Having committed to my new career and created the time that’s eluded me for years, I’m going to pitch myself in and devote my precious early mornings to writing from 6am. It’s always been my most creative and productive time of day.
Of course, there will be the barely mediocre articles submitted for publication and those that fail to meet even that standard (the really crap ones), but we’re human and in this sense, we’re not on our own.
We can take inspiration and courage from American novelist, short story writer and Nobel Prize winner for Literature William Faulkner:
“Get it down. Take chances. It may be bad, but it’s the only way you can do anything really good.”
I have a bank of more than 60 topics taken from scribbled notes and an archive going back a good few years. Ideas, headlines and draft copy concepts deposited on the off-chance they might prove useful at some point.
I can’t wait to get started.
All in this together
I won’t be operating without a safety net and relying on Medium for my income which is just as well given everything I’ve learned about the remuneration levels from the platform.
It’s not about the money for me though.
When the last of our three grown-up children flew the nest and we scaled back, our outgoings plummeted. We manage on far less.
I have a 12-month outline plan with objectives and am fortunate to have set up a supplementary income stream, albeit much smaller, which just about covers the monthly outgoings. It’s only takes a handful of hours a week.
Should anyone feel inclined to take on a similar challenge, I’d be happy to share my experience, offer advice and support and listen to any thoughts and views that might assist me or any other Medium writers out there.
We’re all in this together and a little bit of support goes a long way as I’ve already discovered from many of my wonderful and talented co-writers.
Better for my sanity
My wife and family come first, above all else and without exception. That will not change.
However, I’ve decided that writing is going to give me my chosen purpose in future and replace a career that may have maintained a healthy bank balance, but certainly didn’t leave me fulfilled.
I’ll be starting again, a good few rungs down the ladder, but I’m fine with that because it’s a challenge that’s going to make me happy. That’s got to be so much better for my writing and for my sanity.
Sixty years ago, today, Elvis topped the UK singles’ chart with his classic, ‘It’s Now or Never’. It’s always been one of my favourites.
Having joined the human race that same day, it seems the perfect anniversary for me to take the plunge with my new writing career.
‘Tomorrow will be too late…’






