It’s an Attainable Game

Forget about the woes. Those are always there for you. They always will be. Maybe next time you can be the purveyor. Maybe next time you can actually be the one to choose the time, place, and even product of struggle. How refreshing is that? Forget about some wallop out of nowhere. You got hit with something. But guess what? You threw it…
That’s the craziest part of all. It’s like Morpheus said in The Matrix: “I can only show you the door. You’re the one that has to walk through it.” What a concept! You don’t even resonate with that until you do. Some lightbulb moment; some awesome awakening. Shame; it doesn’t always feel as if you conjured that. Maybe you did; who knows? Then it seems like anything is possible. Okay, hold on just a minute. Be careful now. It’s so easy to get ahead of yourself and believe “anything is possible.” Shoot, that’s an episode of mania all over again. No. Relax. Take a breath.
You just kept telling yourself no. It became commonplace. It became a habit. How easy it was to shoot yourself down. Of course, you’ve always known the effort that has to be exerted, but the possibility of some salvation event? No, was that possible? Again, you would say no. You would aim too high, perhaps? We all have high hopes. The real question is what you give into. What do you lust after? What sticks in you so deeply that you chase some never-ending carrot? What a chase. It’s a damn mirage.
I’m simply here to declare that it’s all an attainable game. And not some sappy “make your dreams come true.” No. There are obvious possibilities we omit ourselves from, though. We do it all the time. For every yes lives ten putrid no’s. It begins to feel that way anyway. So what? Change it up. Lose belief in that. No, we’re here now. Opportunity lays at our feet. Unfortunately, back pain sets in, and it appears terribly difficult to reach down and grab at what you believe to be yours. It’s alright. It will always be there. It will always shift. But a desire remains and has been active for a while. You feed it every now and then so as not to drive yourself mad. It’s all an attainable game, plain and simple. And you do your absolute best to hold on to that notion. Blessed be the ones who forgot. You didn’t, though. You were reminded, at least. It’s there for you, just lying in wait.
