Isolated

The experience of isolation Hurting now more than ever Causing angst and frustration Just wanting to surrender

In these solitary times I have aged ten years myself Depression leaves all its signs And made a home upon my shelf

Isolated indicated the anticipated Barely friendly, the glares so deadly The insulated articulated they’re frustrated Rarely steady and sweaty already

Bipolar, PTSD and borderline personality I haven’t been thinking rationally Ask me how I have the tenacity And I’ll show you I love too passionately

It’s anxious times now crippled with fear I forgot how to hold conversations But I’d like to make one thing clear I think I’ll keep my reservations

Times are tough in this lonely lock down I’d cry but there’s nothing left here Is this where I begin to drown? God’s cruel being so cavalier

I haven’t been acting very mature I’m still human and need to be social So, this I would like to assure That I am still really hopeful

Sometimes it seems I have no strength My promise is to give this time I will work diligently and at length And everything will be just fine