Inspiration Can Be Overwhelming
Finding inspiration in everything
My inspiration to write has its roots in suppressed pain and trauma. The words I held back for so long came vomiting out of me when I first got the idea to pick up a pen and write. The release soothed my own deep need to listen to myself. To see on paper the pain I had been ignoring — neglecting.
Thus began and ignited my passion for writing. Little did I know I’d never look back again. Writing has become a deep love, my passion, my inspiration.
When I began writing I remember the intense struggle against my inner critic. I had to push myself hard to put my writing out there publicly. I had to decide that I needed to push through the loud inner demons seeking to quiet my voice.
I haven’t suffered much from the dreaded writer’s block. Well, I have in small ways, but not in the sense that I couldn’t think of what to write about.
I often feel I have the opposite problem now. As my mind races with ideas, staying on one topic can challenge me. I want to write about everything and anything. Sometimes my inspiration overwhelms me.
The pressure of how powerful my inspiration feels seems like a huge task to express. This is when I remind myself to come back to the space of surrendering. To allow the words to flow out of me and freely express the truth of my heart and feelings.
To go with the flow has been the greatest mantra to combat the overwhelm of inspiration.
I am grateful for the inspiration I receive daily and I am constantly reminding myself how much of a blessing it is to receive.
My creativity fills my cup and nourishes my soul. My self-expression fuels the inspiration and helps me to persevere.
Learning to be at peace with receiving inspiration everyday
In the past, it more often than not felt like life was dull. I would receive a glimpse of inspiration here and there, but not often and I didn’t prioritize my creative work at the time.
“Don’t be pushed around by the fears in your mind. Be led by the dreams in your heart.” ― Roy T. Bennett, The Light in the Heart
While I am still learning to find peace in the constant inspiration of life, everything in life inspires me now. Even the mundane.
Some of the pieces of my old self still hold on to the comfortable, old ways of living-even though life was harder then. The new inspiration occasionally triggers glitches of fear in me, but I fight it off with much more ease than ever before.
It’s too good to feel so alive now, I reason. I don’t want to go back to the grey gloom and doom.
I’m still getting used to living in the newfound vibrancy of life. I’m still getting used to being inspired by simply being, the new normal.
I am energized
This newfound flow of inspiration energizes me. It is healing and helps me bring about the life I have always wanted to live.
I want to share this light with the people around me. I want to create and inspire. I want to collaborate and expand. The universe has gifted me the greatest gift of all and it comes through the power of inspiration.
I’m not scared anymore to optimistically look forward to life. I don’t worry I don’t have valid, or good enough things about which to feel inspired.
Everything about life inspires me!
Feeling overwhelmed by the inspiration I’m receiving is just a sense of getting used to a new way of living in the world.
I am grateful for the flow of inspiration and I am living life now leading from my heart. I am walking into the new with all the nourishment I could’ve ever dreamed of thanks to the infinite inspiration that surrounds me.
The process of creativity
Even just the process of being creative inspires me. Writing fills me with joy and life. Gardening nourishes my connection with nature. Dancing to music lights up my life.
My inner child is breaking free. She has been released from the cage that held her captive and she dances soulfully towards a brighter future.
Light fills the void and inflows inspiration. I graciously accept the flow of inspiration from the universe and allow it to clear away the last remaining pieces of the old.
The overwhelm is a temporary adjustment to the new. Transformation is well underway and the new roots of my future are being formed.
“To be creative means to be in love with life. You can be creative only if you love life enough that you want to enhance its beauty, you want to bring a little more music to it, a little more poetry to it, a little more dance to it.” ― Osho






