In the House of Beliefs
Overthinking the thoughts that are overtiring to appear as reality — A Poem
I have never gotten so close to what is out of my control. I do not know if I will come this way again. So, I will take all I can from this mercy.
In the house of beliefs, we are seldom let out to play with the truth. I remember every intrusive myth this unethical home ever told me. My selective empathy that was convinced it did not exist. As old avoidances change the constant into beckoning locked doors. Memories told me to love them and I agreed. They gently reminded me. I never knew a thing and I am easily amused.
My concern cannot sing along with the predictable justification. The uncontrollable urge to look around for the first appreciation.
The method to break my thoughts deserves my full attention. It is too late for tomorrow to disagree and continue with confusion.
Every subtlety is tied into a knot to replace the enigmatic choice that does not mind getting caught. Desperation is tired of explaining that future suffering is the expectation. It is of the hour to lose my broken heart and find myself again.
I am overused and left to stand my ground while completely confused. I have never come this way before and I am unprepared to face the real me.
In the house of beliefs, we are surrounded by shadows that withdraw our second chance. They will never let us forget it, as they influence us to leave our intentions behind and listen. Trepidation creates a new direction without hesitation. Exploitation attempting to go the distance to cut me from my existence.
I am so against the common sense that built a life on a crumbling intellect. I am constantly picturing the end. Tomorrow can go ahead and disagree. As I do myself a favour and replace this confused stranger with the real me.
Overthinking is the enemy. We are innocent and nowhere near the end. We cannot allow complications to create limitations. Reality is a place far from where the challenger wants to play. We only need to abandon our homemade beliefs to see the lie we tell ourselves.
Thank you, Kata C, for making 2020 less miserable
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