I’m Glad This December Was Great

Hey y’all, how was your day yesterday?

Was it a world full of excitement, joy, fun, and dreams, or was it dark, lonely, and quiet?

I really hope it was not lonely. 👀

I’m having a migraine, and it’s horrible, so I think I will write a short one because I’m tired, lolz.

As I mentioned in one of my articles, things are a bit dark, scary, and lonely for me. Meh, don’t you worry; it’s been like this since 2016.

Whenever I visited new places, I would always think, “OK, why is it hard for me to fix everything?” Sometimes, I would ask myself, “Why is this happening to me?” Duh, what could I do? I couldn’t just cry because I’m a man, and as a man, I gotta fight no matter what.

If a woman cries, at least someone will try to approach her and ask if everything is alright, but if you’re a man, bro, you’re on ya own.

One of the reasons everything was dark was because of the fear of the rat race. Yes, the one we are all fighting for.

I never liked the idea of someone ordering me what the hell to do in my life (and I’m pretty sure you don’t like that as well), so to not fall into that rat race, I had to be fast and find a way that would allow me to escape.

Sounds easy, right? Well, hmmm, no…

Especially when you’re surrounded by people who either don’t know what the hell to do in life or don’t respect you.

Being slightly different from them (when it comes to understanding financial decisions), I took a very different path than what they thought I would take.

And, of course, people have nothing better to do than just waste others’ time and complain BS.

And what do they do? Well, they tell you exactly what you don’t want to hear.

Hey, you’re getting old; do something in life!

Look, go to Germany; I’ve heard you can make lots of money!

Hey, you’re “WASTING” your time. Get a job!

You mf…..

Now, you might be asking, “Ok, dude, come on, they are trying to be nice, right? Why would you be mad at them?”

Well, thank you for asking that question. Here’s why:

When someone suggests you do something, it is nice that these people care about you, and you’d be right. However (HOWEVER), when they become aggressive and force you to do what they say because THEY THINK YOU’RE DOING NOTHING.

Okay, now we’re talking about something else. Seemed like they knew more than me.

Along with that, I was also facing insecurities

Eh, life couldn’t be easier for some of us, could it?

I was already having a nightmare with the rat race stuff, and my insecurities knocked at my door, telling me, “Hey, since you already have issues, why not have more issues?”

Great! Thanks!

There was a time when I couldn’t go out without a mask, thinking I was too ugly to show my face. Yes, I know, this sounds extreme, but this is how I felt.

It all started when the pandemic started, and we all had to wear masks. After noticing that I was looking good in my mask, I started to go out with it.

Little did I know that my mask would become a part of my face.

In fact, this insecurity was so strong that I would even use the mask inside someone’s house. Whenever I would visit someone, they would ask, “Why don’t you remove the mask?” I only had this excuse:

Oh, hehe, because I want to be safer! It was a big lie!

At first, I thought I could just go along with it, but as the pandemic was ending and fewer people were using masks, I knew this was the end.

There was a point where I just wanted to give up (with my insecurities, not financially) and move on because any product that I would try wouldn’t work (making me look like crap).

However, things slowly started to change, and I became better with my appearance and finally left my mask.

I would be lying if I said leaving the mask was easy. It was not.

Not only with the mask but also with building muscles & improving in general.

Along with that, I’ve also started to make money online (which is why I’m less stressed), giving me one of the best Decembers I could ask for.

I hope I can take revenge on those people who never believed in me cause I’m really pissed.

Many successful people say “Making $1 is hard but making $1000 is super easy.” I felt that.

With everything slowly going in the right direction (after waiting for 3 long years), I’ve started to explore and leave my comfort zone to explore more opportunities. Believe me, as an Introvert, this is hard.

So what’s the point of this story?

At the beginning of this year, I had goals that I wanted to achieve no matter what (I had a strong belief in myself). Goals like making money, getting muscles, and all that stuff about successful people.

Things got out of hand when I realized that the year was about to end and I hadn’t achieved a single goal. Being sad, I told myself that I would try next year.

Plus, when you’re surrounded by negative people, they’ll start to make you have doubts about your goals.

However, I knew that being consistent was very important, and I knew there was no tomorrow for successful beasts. So instead of saying to myself that I would do it next year (which would’ve wasted a lot of time), I just decided to continue this year.

And good news for me: I’ve started to get results before the end of this year.

15 days before the end of the year — can you believe that?

We never know when life will be full of surprises, even when it seems there are no possibilities.