I Wrote Your Name On A Tree.

Summary

The text is a personal reflection on the emotional impact of a pandemic, expressing deep longing, regret, and unrequited love.

Abstract

The author of the text, Brian Anthony Cumberlidge, penned on May 15, 2020, a heartfelt piece that captures the essence of isolation and yearning during a pandemic. It conveys a profound sense of loss and separation from a loved one, with the author expressing a range of emotions from sorrow to acceptance. The pandemic has not only physically distanced the author from the person they care about but has also led to introspection about past mistakes and the desire to rekindle a connection that seems to be fading. Despite the pain of being apart, the author holds onto cherished memories and harbors hope that the relationship can be mended, likening it to the possibility of reviving old seeds.

Opinions

The author feels a deep sense of solitude and believes that the person they long for is indifferent to their feelings.
There is a recognition of irreversible decisions and the resulting impact on the relationship.
The author cherishes the past times spent with the person and has deeply embedded memories and emotions.
There is an acceptance of the other person moving on, coupled with a reluctance to let go.
The author expresses that their love is profound and possibly underestimated by the other party.
The pain of separation is compared to physical violence, indicating extreme emotional distress.
The author holds onto hope and believes in the possibility of reconciliation and healing.
The text ends on a note of pride for the other person and a desire to reconnect, suggesting that the author still values the relationship despite the current circumstances.

Along with days, this has taken you away from me.

I’m over here and you’re not there.

I’m alone here. I know you don’t care.

I’m crying myself to sleep each time at night.

I’m unable to undo all of my wrong decisions and make everything right.

I long for the day when you ask me to come and visit but you will never say so.

I have accepted that you are moving on with your life. I know I must let go.

I think about you in the morning, I think about you through the night. You’re In my mind and. in my sleep.

I cherish our times together.I’ve buried them in my long term memories my feelings for you are forever deep.

The one thing I lastly must say is I love you more than you will ever know.

I believe one day we can look back and laugh I believe that if you plant old seeds you can still make them re-grow.

I’m proud of you and I want you to come back into my life.

The pain I have felt is worse than being stabbed repeatedly with a large sharp knife.

Created in an empty space.

I just long to see you, it would put a permanent smile on my face.

Brian Anthony Cumberlidge. 15/05/2020.

Pandemic thoughts.

I Wrote Your Name On A Tree.

Along with days, this has taken you away from me.