I wonder what I’ll see

Reflections of a Muse

I wonder what I’ll see In my last moments here on Earth Hopefully the face of my beloved Engraved in my heart forever

I wonder what I’ll hear Will it be the last beep of the monitor Surely the words of His loving voice Recalled from my listening soul

Will I hear words of confidence To comfort me in my cross-over A consolidation of my existence To tell me I did all-right

Will I see a light Right before the curtains lift Like in my most beautiful dream To guide me to Hereafter

Or will it just be dark As if I’m sleeping in the night Whilst the gust of death Robs me of my breath

Will my seeing just vanish Be replaced by inner eyes Who have been stars before Twinkling over life-times

Will my words be carried By the wind, as careful whispers Spread out through the universe By wings made out of ashes

When I die will God then ask me If I’ve ever thought of Him Not only when I called for Him Whereas He was needing me too

I won’t be scared at all I have faith in what will come For nobody is lost On the way to Heaven

I will stand in the Spark of my heart Awaiting until the arrival Of the good spirits of the Light The companions of my soul

Yet before my dying day has come Parts of me will pass away To be able to be reborn As an open morning

For the calling of a poet My legacy and destiny Presents me with eternity A muse will never perish

Stay safe and be well!