Falling Asleep an Unknown Writer and Waking Up … Just Exactly as Unknown
Learn from my experience
I remember when I was a complete unknown, a nobody. I remember it like it was yesterday.
Maybe that’s because it was yesterday. Today as well. And probably tomorrow too.

Funny how the differential reward of gambling can keep you at a slot machine or the roulette wheel for hours or even days. You keep hoping that the next spin will be the winning one, because eventually it will be. You probably won’t be there when that happens though.
True as well for writing. Minus the winning spin.
Sure we all love doing it, writing that is, or are at least drawn to it, but deep within most of us is a longing for the big hit, the thrill of being discovered, of going viral, of fame, notoriety, recognition.
But, as a back up plan for your successful writer career you might as well list “rock star” and “NBA finals MVP.” Each of those three is just about as likely.
I’ve written elsewhere about my three drivers for writing — reader reaction, community and joy.
In short, I like when others read and react to my material. I enjoy the sense of community fostered by being in the virtual company of other creative individuals. And, writing brings me joy.
It has also brought me $283.17 … in the last five months. That’s $1.85 a day. Some days I find more money than that!
But still I write. Why?
My “reader reaction, community, joy” mantra still holds. And to that mantra I’ve added a couple of other reasons to write. Both discovered as I’ve continued writing.
Self expression — After 65 years on the planet I feel like I have something worth saying occasionally, so occasionally I say it.
Experimentation — I’ve moved away from my personal tried and true, medical prose, and have played with poetry (of all things), politics, humor and satire. Not always successfully, but I feel myself growing. My plan is to continue dabbling.
There will probably be other discoveries as I write more. I’m not looking for them, but when they present themselves I’ll be happy.
And who knows, after laboring in obscurity for years, I may one day become an overnight sensation. Doubtful but possible. Meanwhile I’ll continue writing.
I would encourage you to do the same.
Tabulate your reasons for writing. They may be more precious than gold.






