I Want My Life To Matter

Prose about not just existing everyday but living

I wrote this prose because living not just existing has stayed in the forefront of my mind for the last twenty years. I have tried to be intentional in every area of my life. I don’t profess perfection but each day I arise I look within myself, search my heart about my purpose and how can my existence may a difference in the world around me. It is my hope that this prose will assist others in finding there purpose for living.

In the silent corners of existence, there resides a profound distinction between merely existing and authentically living. To exist is to passively navigate the currents of time, allowing days to blend into nights and moments to slip away unnoticed.

It is a state of being where one merely breathes, eats, and sleeps, devoid of purpose or passion, akin to a leaf drifting aimlessly on the surface of a placid lake. However, to live is to embrace the boundless potential of every heartbeat, to seize each day with an unyielding determination to experience, learn, and grow.

Whether it’s painting, of curiosity, love, and purpose. It is about pursuing your dreams, no matter how audacious they may seem, and embracing the challenges that come your way as opportunities for growth. It is in the pursuit of passions that colors bleed into the monochrome canvas of mere existence. Whether it’s painting, writing, dancing, or any other form of creative expression, these endeavors breathe life into the mundane.

Living is also about forging meaningful connections with others, fostering relationships that nurture your soul and ignite your spirit. It’s in the laughter shared with friends, the warmth of a lover’s embrace, and the unconditional love of family. These relationships serve as pillars of support, grounding you in the richness of human connection and reminding you that life is, at its core, a shared journey.

Moreover, living your life involves embracing change and stepping out of your comfort zone. It’s about taking risks, facing your fears, and challenging the status quo. Growth often emerges from the discomfort of unfamiliar territory, pushing you to evolve and transform into a stronger, wiser version of yourself. Embracing change with an open heart and a curious mind can lead to unexpected adventures and unparalleled self-discovery.

So, as the sun rises each day, illuminating the world with its golden rays, remember that you have a choice — to merely exist or to truly live. Choose the latter, and let your life be a masterpiece, a testament to the beauty of embracing every moment, every emotion, and every opportunity that comes your way. Live not just for the sake of it, but for the exhilarating, challenging, and awe-inspiring journey that it is.