Thought I’d Die Before I Started Living

thought id die before i started living imprisoned by opinions

my anxiety was fear of pain and death education didn’t prep me for this life or next

human thought favors disfunction survival and ambition crank worldly ignitions wrestle stagnation into submission

spellbind all who listen

sometimes all we have in common is self-interests wipe your hands clean of them when youre finished

finding joy is easier than being happy ive cried my last tear unless I’m laughing opened a window to my heart, the breeze is soothing ceased the wounding and got to blooming

worldly nature is diminished the work starts when flesh is finished

people debate their uncertainties suspend belief only the Knower achieves certain levels half gnostic god half earthly devil

evolution is alchemical